and we start anew

I want to read

2010-10-18T00:48:00.003+08:00

Been so addicted to my book today. The thing is, I'm moody again because I've finished the book and I'm bored maddddd.

I lived without the computer and the telly today thanks to the awesome plot written by Kelley Armstrong. Chloe Saunders and Derek Souza, cute couple. I've always enjoyed fantasy novels with a touch of romance. And in the Darkest Powers series, the relationship between the characters developed through supporting each other in the toughest times - I loved it. The book really got me glued to its pages due to the suspense. Wooo thrilling much!

Read from a review that the second book of the trilogy was the best. I missed that book when I'd got to the library, so I'm waiting now. Regretable that I had to skip to the ending. Oh well..

Went to collect my photos today too. They definitely didn't turn out as good as I'd thought them to. Most are okay though.

Guess life doesn't always go the way we want it to.

Shall dream of the relationship between Chloe and Derek tonight. How intriguing <3
TATA

Yohoho

2010-10-16T00:42:00.002+08:00

Haven't been faithfully reading. Sighh.
I have no idea what I've been so busy with.

Just ordered a toga dress online. Can't wait for confirmation so that I can pay and wait for the arrival of the pretty piece :D

Went to process the film earlier in the afternoon too! Wayyyyy eggcited!!!!!
The suspense is killing me! I wonder how my photos will turn out. Will they be as nice and pretty as I thought they'd be? Hmmmm.. we shall see tomorrow! Can't wait :DDD

I'm going shopping later. Hohoho. It's been awhile. Resisted the temptation to get the tube dress since qy is getting one already. Shall go find another unique piece :P

Today, or rather, yesterday, was better than the day before. And so, I am happy V^^V

Such is life.

2010-10-14T01:33:00.003+08:00

Hello world.

Yesterday (It's already 0133), has not been a good day for me.
Neither was it bad I should say.
Moody like the day before.. Oh wells.

I've finished the book I'd borrowed on Monday. Gonna head to the library later in the afternoon.

Been doing some thinking since my mood was so horrible. Lots of problems - Most of which I think too much of. Hence, I came to a decision, which was to focus my attention on reading/decorating my room.

Came up with a few satisfying ideas, and I think its about time I'd gotten some work done. Need much motivation for action!

1. a collage for my wall
2. which means I have to select and print photos
3. a photo collection
3. and that means I need to finish my film and develop photos

And after I'm done with these, I'll move on to more thinking and that'll result in more ideas and lastly, more action.

Proud of myself for being more mature in thinking than usual, and not acting on rash decisions with foul moods.

Adios humans <3

Moody is me

2010-10-13T00:41:00.003+08:00

It's almost one in the morning and my mood is just getting worse as time ticks by.

I'm so tired of everything. Friendships, which I can't seem to make out what's real and what isn't. Family, which has always been an issue for me. Future, which seems totally bleak now that I don't have the support I initially thought I did.
I really don't care even if the world ends now. However, the rest of the world might probably just blame me for saying this.

I believe that there isn't an easy way out of life and that we all just have to push and crawl slowly out of misery and into God's arms.

Being happy - not permanent. Neither is being sad/angry/upset/moody.

All I know is that I just want to enjoy as much as I can.

I have so many unanswered questions in mind. Countless "should I's and should I not's?"

Guess I'll just have to learn how to live with things as they are, adapt, let go, and move on..
It's the process of experience that pains me the most.

That's all I have to say for now.
Tata.

Hello world (:

2010-10-11T01:44:00.002+08:00

I've finally decided to blog again after God-knows-how-long. Heehee.

So many things have happened, and I'd have to say that 2010 has been awesome so far!
After experiencing much difficulties throughout 2009, I feel like I've matured a lot, especially in throughts. Learning to be more open towards others, being less easily upset. I've come to realise that it really isn't that difficult to be happy! :D

I'm really satisfied with the life I'm leading now, and I really shouldn't ask for more. Being a total hater of politics, hypocrisy and conflicts, I have to learn to stay out and away from such.

Oh! And I've got myself a new interest in my baby - HOLGA <3
Though my first batch of photos weren't too successful, I believe I can do much better with the next roll of film. Excited much!

I have so many things I want to do, yet so little time (and cash).

One thing for sure, I have to convince my parents to let me study overseas and pursue my dream job. It has been my aim all my life, and I can not just leave things as it is now.

Before I log off, I have 2 more things to say:
1. I NEED TO READ.
2. THE WORLD IS ENDING SOON AND WE ALL KNOW THAT.

Okay, adios! Goodnight humans (L)

just one free day

2010-07-19T22:22:00.002+08:00

That's all I need.
Let us all go out and have fun one fine day.
Take lots of photos, funny, glam, unglam, and spam the facebook wall.
I want to take pretty photos!!

Can't wait for my loots to arrive.
Probably in a week or two.
Then again, I won't get a chance to wear my new stuff cos I'm not going out at all.
Sadly enough, the new clothes won't come in handy.
Then again, I'm quite broke, so it's a good chance to save $$$

Alrightey, I'm really supposed to be drawing now.
Shall go wash up, take a shower, feel fresh, watch bones, THEN draw.
HAHAHAHA. Procrastination ttm eh.

Goodbye for now!

Like always..

2010-06-30T00:28:00.002+08:00

Hey there! I haven't been updating recently as there isn't anything interesting about me life so far.
Boring boring boring.
As usual, things aren't smooth flowing, but I'll get over it.

Today, I realised that luck is an important part of life. Effort, can sometimes mean nothing. And well, I'm out of luck. So, yeah..
This doesn't mean I'll just let things pass, I'll try to do something about it. Fate, lies in our hands. I'll live my life the way I want to :D

SYOG still sucks for not replying me. I don't understand how they can just ignore someone like this. Like HELLO, I exist!! Don't overlook me, kthxbai.

Also, I think I overrate friends as the most important part of life. Wrong, friends, come and go. They don't stay with you forever. These people, don't exist, no matter how hard we try.

Oh, last but not least, I don't like being taken advantage of. Try messing up and you're gone. I'm re-evaluating everyone in the world. First impressions, may not matter anymore. It all comes down to who cares, and who doesn't.

Alright, homework time. BYE.

It all comes down to one thing..

2010-06-10T00:21:00.002+08:00

It's saddening, things always turn out this way.
No one is every gonna be truly there for you.
Buck up, and get a move on.
It's fine, even if you're alone.
For there will only be ONE, who will always be by your side..
for ever and after..

STOP PROCRASTINATING ALREADY

2010-05-29T20:18:00.002+08:00

Gosh, whenever I think back, I always want to go back and be that worry-less person I was, who was happy almost everyday. The troubles I had back then are all so puny compared to what I have right now. In the years to come, these troubles will seem as puny as those too..

It's really a bad thing to get my hopes up so easily.
I should stop, but sometimes I just can't help it.
However, I do not blame anyone even if I get disappointed, because it's all my fault, really.
For now, I should focus on the upcoming term test and then have lotsa fun with all my darlings.

Putting everything else aside, I just can't wait for the new mall to be ready. Everyday, I stare out of my window at that half done building, wondering if there was any progress made at all from the day before.

Shrek, wasn't as good as expected, but nonetheless, cute :D

Current craving: ICE CREAM.

I'm still waiting for that lucky day to come :/

I realised..

2010-05-13T21:17:00.002+08:00

Rely on no one, but yourself.
Trust no one, but yourself.

Use your own strength to get through it all.

Do not be afraid to stand on your own, for the Lord will be with you <3

Sometimes we just want to let it all out.

2010-05-02T01:26:00.003+08:00

I feel like screaming. Can I go to somewhere where I can scream my heart out and not look like an idiot?

It just seems as though I have a lot of things I can't tell anyone and its piling up to my throat, so I have to scream and shout until it all disappears. This is when I want a private lake with a single dock where I can just can sit alone and stone. It won't even matter if there is a loch ness monster (or any other type of monsters) by then, because I will probably make it listen to me rant.

I should really get started on homework before things start getting messy. That's what my mind is telling me, but my heart is on the other end of the universe. Why aren't there any stars tonight for me to wish on? It's not fair. I don't like it.

Okay, time to watch one episode of leeminho drama before I go to bed and dream about him. TEEHEEHEE ;D

Plug in your earphones and sing your heart out to the world yeah baby!

Reflection - Change

2010-04-29T20:20:00.003+08:00

For a start, I should be getting up earlier, to catch an earlier bus, so that I will be early, and not late. Because, today I was marked 'LATE' for lab.

Lab was fun today. There was the dark room, and the fireflies extract that actually glows, and the usual crazy antics that made that senior laugh, etc. Going to IKEA with Joy, Qianying, Royston, Yingen, Zishan, Ely and Joey was a great idea too. Loved the meatballs like totally~ Hehe.

I think school is getting more fun as time passes by. Somehow, I think we're getting the hang of it, and are adapting really well, which is great.

Life so far has been good. However, we still have to reflect upon ourselves from time to time, to allow ourselves to improve.

Today, I came to realise that I should start to contain bad things inside me and not let them out. Things like bad thoughts, and I shall not go any further. No matter how much I dislike something, its always better not to show my disagreement and try to look at things from another point of view. Yes yes, this is my revolution - Staying happy.

I would like to apologise to everybody for going crazy so many times last year. Really should have kept my stress and whatnot under control.

I miss all my lovelies soo much. I really want us to hang out like we did in the past. Those were really awesome memories. Glad to have friends like you. I really appreciate it. For once, I truely feel lucky <3

Shop, shop, shopping!

2010-04-24T01:23:00.002+08:00

Monday, was the SM's reunion.
Celebrated Maxe's, Keane's and Joshua's birthday at Food For Thought.
Met our junior, Debra, who was working there. Such a coincidence.
Food was pretty good, with a really large serving.
Took lots of pictures and caught up with each other a whole lot.
Glad that everyone could make it though Mr Lim was late.

Yesterday, QY and I went down to Serangoon North to get my gerbil.
I named him after Charlie the unicorn :D
He's so cute. Keeps digging at nothing.
Love love baby. Stop being naughty already.
Super duper active I swear!

Accompanied QY to get her Vans today.
Makes me want to get the red one. TSK.
I need my uber delayed paycheck. Damn.

After that, trained down to town to meet Meryl and Kevin.
Went to eat at MOS burger and people watched.
Kevin was right. There is a famine of good looking people in taka. HAHA.
Shop shop here and there.
Marcus came to find us and we headed to FEP then to 313.
Meryl and I went to shop for our stuff while the guys walked around.
We only bought like one piece each luh. WOW.

Hehe. Talked quite a bit too. Like a happy.
I hope Monday is on. Make me happy, people.
Tomorrow is my nua day. Happy nua day to me :D

I woke up on time. Phew.

2010-04-21T12:20:00.002+08:00

Woah-oh, I want some more
Woah-oh, What are you waiting for
TAKE A BITE OF MY HEART TONIGHT.

I love this song :D
Went to see the physician this morning with mommy.
He said no more late nights for me.
Or else the medicine won't work.
It's not anemia, its low blood pressure, thus the dizzy spells.
Oh, one more bad news, no cold drinks for me too.
Bubble tea how? ):

Ignorance is my new best friend!

2010-04-17T02:40:00.004+08:00

Yes yes. I shall heed all your advices and ignore as far as possible.
Am so glad I have friends like all of you.
Stay true to yourself, and people will come to you and never leave.

Today was good, and tomorrow will be even better!

I love our conversations, like totally~

2010-04-13T00:51:00.000+08:00

. LYX says:
*retard . haha
*eh
*for example right , you ask me help you collect something on your behalf . then you have to write a letter right
*what's that letter called ah
Es†efanía.   惠     says:
*uh
*collection letter?
. LYX says:
*WTF
*lol
Es†efanía.   惠     says:
*HAHAHAHAHA
. LYX says:
*no la .
*is it like authorisation letter or something
*lols
Es†efanía.   惠     says:
*ooohhh ya
. LYX says:
*really ah
*?
Es†efanía.   惠     says:
*should be
. LYX says:
*haha
*im clever-er !
*hoho
Es†efanía.   惠     says:
*what
*ever!
. LYX says:
*i going sleep already !!!
*dwttty
*goodnight ! dont be late tmr ah
*stubitch
Es†efanía.   惠     says:
*haha you also lor pls!
. LYX says:
*LOL .
Es†efanía.   惠     says:
*byebye!
. LYX says:
*no lor
*everytime i walk to your void dec kstill need wait like what
*15 mins ?!!!?!?!?
Es†efanía.   惠     says:
*NO
. LYX says:
*YES
Es†efanía.   惠     says:
*recently you later than me can
. LYX says:
*lol .
Es†efanía.   惠     says:
*at home dk mo what
. LYX says:
*recently nia
*hahah
Es†efanía.   惠     says:
*SAME
. LYX says:
*boo !
*byebye ~~~~
Es†efanía.   惠     says:
*haha
*bye~
. LYX says:
*(K)
*hah
Es†efanía.   惠     says:
*(L)

YO

2010-04-12T00:31:00.003+08:00

WAZZZZUUUUPPPPPPP!!!
Haha if anyone has been wondering why I disappeared for one week, here's my answer to you, I WENT TO HELP ROCK FOW/FOC UPSIDE DOWN!

I love the cheers.
I love ROFL-ing (literally).
I love playing monopoly deal.
I love eating meals at weird timings (okay not really).
I love making friends.
I love clinging on to people when we're all sweaty.
I love camwhoring.
I love boo-ing when people forget to thank us.
I love the aircon.
I love our awesome identity.
I love collecting tshirts from camp.
I love listening to weird blabbings on the walkies.
But most of all,
I LOVE SUBCOMMS!!!

There is so much to say about camp, but I shall not say everything here because I am really lazy to think.
A really really really BIG THANK YOU to everybody in SUBCOMMS - FOODMIN, PROGRAMME AND LOGISTICS! Also, not forgetting our dearest heads, especially our mutous, Serene and AnnHin. I love all of you!

Though it was tiring, and stressful at times, I still think that all of our sweat and frustrations are worth it. We had fun, we made friends, we bonded. Awesome times.

G-Double O-D, J-O-B, GOOD JOB *CLAP CLAP* GOOD JOB *CLAP CLAP*
A-W-E-S, O-M-E, AWESOME *CLAP CLAP* AWESOME *CLAP CLAP*
S-U-I, S-U-I, SUI AH SUI AH!

What's your occupation? GLs nia, freshies nia, MAIN COMM NIA.
What's our occupation? SUBCOMMS!!!!!
AH HU, AH HU, AH HUUUUUUUU!!!! (bleh bleh bleh bleh bleh bleh)
Ahem ahem
We-e are SUBCOMMS!! Deng X4
We are still SUBCOMMS!! Deng X4

Okay I got lazy to type the rest of it out.
ADIOS, with a cherry on top and rainbow sprinkles ;D

you remind me of someone i used to trust

2010-04-03T21:56:00.003+08:00

Tomorrow is the start of my busy week.
Wish me luck for camp people.
I hope I'll have fun :D

Weird feelings over various stupid things.

2010-03-28T15:07:00.003+08:00

HELLO WORLD!
Yes yes, I finally came back to blog.
Been busy + lazy for the past couple of weeks. Heh.
Lyx is back from Taiwan. Yay!
I hope Tuesday'll be a blast.

I quit-ted my job :D
No more waking up early, coming home late, sleeping after only 1/2h of computer usage, etc.
I miss Jeannie, Bailey, Roxy, Roche, Breeze and even Mev too. How they always come and nudge me, asking for attention. How they did something wrong like peepee-ing and poopoo-ing in the shop and looks at me with their sorry eyes when I scold them. How they go charging at certain people and their dogs when they're out for walks.

Oh well, I might go back to visit when Ah Roy and Cotton are working. MIGHT. Hahaha.

Yesterday was the 4 Unity gathering. OMG like finally. HAHA.
It was the only BBQ that I didn't cook at.
Olivia, Maxe, Xiuyuan, Benjamin, Alvin, Eugene and I walked to the playground and we climbed the spiderweb thingy with lots of obstacles (people) around.
They played on the spinning disc, and the mini spinning thing which was hilarious by the way, and the swing too.
We were little children again :D
Actually I only watched and laughed at them. HAHA.

OH before I go off, let me tell you a secret.
I HAVE A NEW BABY :D
No, not a boyfriend. Stop your wild guesses.
I shall not reveal what it is. TEEHEEHEEEE.

Friends for LIFE.

2010-03-15T00:58:00.003+08:00

I asked LYX a question before heading home today.
"How long do you think our friendship will last?"
Honestly, I already had the answer in my heart, but I'd still like to hear it from someone else. She replied, "I think quite long."
:D

We went to watch the Breakout! concert at esplanade today.
God knows how long it has been since us and Jolene have hung out like today.
It was a heck lot of fun. IDK why. We just did stupid, normal daily things. I guess its just the company that really matters.

5 years of friendship and ongoing. No matter how little we meet up a month or even a year, we still feel a sense of belonging with each other, with nothing to hide between us.

I'm really glad to have friends like them. Friends whom I can trust with anything, friends who have been through think and thin together, friends who know each other like the back of their hands, friends who share everything (clothes, food, money, joy, sadness, anger, secrets, phones even), friends who are so close they can be like sisters.
Manyan, YOU INCLUDED OKAY. We miss you so much even though you are in HK. How we used to hang out till late at night and it still wasn't enough.

Girls, lets carry on this friendship until we grow old. Then we can laugh at how young and stupid we were during the good ol' days. I mean it. Right from the bottom of my heart.

Let us quarrel, get angry with each other, and make up. So then, we can grow and understand each other better, and yet still accept each other for who they are. We compliment each other's weaknesses, and make our strengths shine more. That's the kind of friends we are.

See, I'm so sweet right. Je'taime <3

HEEHEEHEE

2010-03-04T00:25:00.002+08:00

HOHO. The new bed is here, but its not for me.
Stayed at home all day today.
Bored? Nah not really.
Had a great time playing some weird game with congrui and jacky. LOL-ed a lot.

Updated my blog playlist. These are some of my current favs. Yes I have more, but I want to be a selfish poker and not tell you the rest. HAH. TOO BAD.

I really need to sleep soon or I won't be able to make it on time for work again.
Really now, why does it have to be so far away?
Not like the distance matters to the reason I'm late. Heh.

DARLINGGGG!! When are we going shopping? I want I want I want.

Hokie pokie, Bonne nuit everybody! Adios ;P

And you know what? I just don't give a damn anymore. Like you :D

And she told me not to post this.

2010-03-02T21:42:00.002+08:00

Alright. Because it makes me feel mean and guilty, I'm deleting this.
Saved your ass kay LYX. Thank MOI.

Yet again, it was still HELLA FUNNY. <3

STALKERS

2010-02-28T00:21:00.003+08:00

OMG. What the hell is wrong with my luck these days.
This asshole named "Benny" who was a surveyor I met at least 2 years ago, used my personal info for his own sake.
HEY, I THOUGHT THAT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE KEPT PRIVATE AND CONFIDENTIAL? WHO THE HECK DO YOU THINK YOU ARE?
He's damn scary. He sent me a CNY card, TO MY FREAKIN HOUSE.
I AM NV GNA DO SURVEYS THAT REQUIRE PERSONAL INFO EVER AGAIN.
So pissed right now. DAMN.

Just a couple of days ago, there was this scammer whom I first saw at Paya Lebar MRT. I still can't believed I actually trusted her words that she was a christian, and lent her 10bucks. I then saw her again opposite Le Cresendo, and then my uncle saw her at my void deck, and I finally confronted her the 4th time I met her, which was also near my house.
She even dared to ask if her husband had called me. I asked her, "What do you think?" in chinese.
Mummy told me to call the police the next time I see her. And, bloody hell, YES, that is a fucking awesome idea.

NO MORE CHANCES FOR THESE TWO IDIOTS. NO MORE!!!!!!

YAY

2010-02-26T15:51:00.002+08:00

IT'S FINALLY OVER!!!!
I'M FREEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!
WHO WNA CELEBRATE WITH MOI? ANYONE? ANYONE?
WHEEHEEHEEEHEEEHEEEHEEEHEEE

omg i'm watching orphan again. so creepy :/

AA

2010-02-19T20:28:00.002+08:00

The new year mood is sucking me dry.
I'm so caught up in it, it's making me head go all fuzzywuzzy.

Haven't been updating because I'm not supposed to have the time to.
Yes, so what am I doing here now? Hmmmm..

Work, is still awesome, though we're doing lots of shit around the place.
But somehow, I'm still enjoying it more than I need to.

Exam, is creeping up on my feet and I'm no where near done with revising.
"Buck up" I tell myself each day, but I still sit in front of the television after I managed to get myself away from the computer. DAMN.

Today though, I've made some progress, but I still need to work faster.
IDK how I managed to sleep all through morning when I slept earlier yesterday night.
Right. Things are going the weird way, and I've made up my mind not to bother about those already. Really not worth my time. Not worth it at all.

Holidays! I shall embrace you with all my might! Come, come to mama!
(Told ya my head's all messed up, didn't I?)

spring cleaning

2010-02-13T17:06:00.003+08:00

Just finished last minute cleaning up.
My room is still really cluttered.
Thanks to my parents.
They just LOVE to put weird stuff in my room. DAMN.
Not like they will help me clean right :/

I'll clean up the rest during holidays.
Hate cleaning up.
Dust makes me sneeze.
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Ahh, btw, I'm up for helping out at the YOG Equestrian event.
YAY! HORSES! Lovey lovey. HOHOHO.
And adding on to my happiness, the others are selected too!
Except for Gen. IDK why though ):
Gen, go and scold yeemon. Must be him.

SLEEP

2010-02-12T00:02:00.003+08:00

OMG I want to sleep.
Work was tiring today.
Mentally too. Lucas gave us a 2 hour lecture of dogs and their products and health, etc.
Jacky was having fun disturbing Susu. Haha.
The dogs didn't eat well today, but they sure pooped well.
All crazy one. DK why always drink toilet bowl water =.=

Mom came to get me after work, so that I bathed and washed up by 11pm.
Yayness. Finished CellB tutorial alr.
Working on next Tuesday and Wednesday too.
Tired.

Anyway, here's a photo of Breece, the papillon.
Look at its butterfly ears. (Not a very clear photo, but deal with it)

HI

2010-02-09T13:44:00.002+08:00

I'm in school right now.
So bored. We are like sitting in an empty LT doing our own work.
CELLB lecture has been cancelled.
It's almost time to go change into formal wear for the damned presentation.
LETS JUST GET IT OVER AND DONE WITH. YEAHHHHHHHHH _|_|

Yesterday's AAP practical test was really sucky.
I friggin' blanked out and had no idea how to answer the questions.
Yeemon didn't even give enough time for me to bomb something random as an answers.
I left 4 blanks luh. DARN.

Ah well, it's over now. Time to start revising soon.
CSAS2 is over toooooooooooo!
One more learning log and we're finished :D

Okay, getting out of here now.
TATA. ADIOS.

P.S. wish me luck for my presentation and role play.
SWEET!

Say HI to Bailey and Jeanie

2010-02-07T21:35:00.003+08:00

WHEEEEEE~
Went for job training today.
Walked Roxy, Roche, Bailey and Jeanie with Parry and QY.
Damn cute lah all four of them. OMG (L).

Swept, mopped, vacuum - you name it. Yes, we did all those chores.
Cut hotdogs for the obedience class today.
Oh all those cute and loveable creatures.
HAHAHA.
Oreo is still crazily meowing and purring away.
Royston's favourite.

Ahh, damn shag right now.
Slept in the bus AGAIN.
You should stalk me in buses to see if I look weird when I sleep.
Tell me if I'm pretty when sleeping too.
Ugly nevermind, keep it to yourself.

Okay, need to study and whatnot soon.

"Big Bang in your face POW!"

SLEEP DEPRIVED (quite severely)

2010-02-06T23:41:00.003+08:00

Yes yes, this was me on the bus home.
I'm still damn tired after that 45mins afternoon nap.

OTC Refresh 2
So we got the chance to experience facilitating games.
IT WAS DAMN HOT. The sun that is.
I'm burnt now. Like Rudolph with a red nose ):
Wouldn't say it was fun. Just, kinda neutral.
We left early. All 6 loggers.
Attendance = Pathetic. Sad huh. Disappointing.

Alrightey, that's about it.
I'll post more tomorrow if I'm still alive.
Job training at 10am.
YAY! I miss the dogs already.
I'll try to get pictures XDXDXD

Monday again

2010-02-01T11:40:00.002+08:00

I just took my bath after coming home from a jog.
Gosh, my stamina sucks big time.
I'll need to work on it.

Ahh well, I shall go off soon to get Aglio Olio for lunch.
Yay :D
Paper planes is playing on MTV now.
Some of the scenes are really pretty.
But the music is kinda not-my-cup-of-tea.
Heh, alrightey, I'm off.

TATA~

I NEED MORE UPDATES (MUSIC)

2010-01-28T22:46:00.001+08:00

"I need to feel appreciated, that I'm not hated. Oh no.
Why can't you see me through his eyes?
It's too bad you're making me decide."

"I need another story
Something to get off my chest
My life gets kinda boring
Need something that I can confess
'Til all my sleeves are stained red

...

Tell me what you want to hear
Something that were like those years
Sick of all the insincere
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away

This time, don't need another perfect line
Don't care if critics never jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away"

2010-01-28T20:25:00.001+08:00

The recent rains had dampened the wild flowers in the fields and they now looked battered and bedraggled.
I stopped in the middle of a forest of trees and stared up at the dull sky. The moon was abnormally large and
it bathed the earth with its luminous glow.

Suddenly, a bolt of lightning tore across the sky and a peal of thunder followed. The rain started to pour down
and the wind sighed and trashed in the tree tops. I ran for shelter, not knowing where I was heading to until I
saw a wooden house. It stood in the middle of the graveyard, looking desolate and sterile, full of grief and
wretchedness.

Without thinking, I ran straight into the house and tried to clean myself dry.

"What are you doing here?", a deep bass voice hollered down at me.

I looked up and saw a huge man with a face that looked swollen with anger. He was shabbily dressed and
was holding a huge chopper in one hand.

I could feel a chill running swiftly down my back, causing the nape of my neck to tingle and a haunting haze of
fear started to surround me.

The large figure threw a frightening look at me and went to a table with a hound tied down to it. The man swung
his muscular arm backwards, and down onto the powerless creature. An agonising wail issued from the hound
before it was thrown bodily aside.

I looked up at the man in terror, only to see him smiling enigmatically to himself. I experienced a nasty feeling of
weakness, and the room tilted and swirled before my eyes. After one last glance at the hound dripping with blood,
I felt the sudden pain surging from my neck and a liquid-like substance dribbling down my back. My body became
numb and I fell to the ground, lying unconcious...

la dee dah dah blah dee blah blah blah

2010-01-28T00:14:00.003+08:00

I AM AWESOME.

Now that's what I call motivating oneself.

the best bitch ever

2010-01-26T23:59:00.000+08:00

Es†efanía. 惠 says:
*hai
*im very sad yixuan
. LYX says:
*lol . stop calling my name
*sound so wrong
Es†efanía. 惠 says:
*go awayyyy
. LYX says:
*ahhahahaha.

Where do I belong?

2010-01-26T23:13:00.003+08:00

DAMN IT.

I'm not in the best of mood today due to certain issues.
BUT, I have to tolerate.
Give me a few more hours to get over it.
By tomorrow morning, I'll be worrying more than getting pissed.
GREAT. Now I wonder if that's good or bad.
Things always become worse probably due to the fact that

I'M ALWAYS LIKE THIS :/

Can someone please help me?
I'm turning into an emo freak.
I hate this.

Remove that mask you're wearing

2010-01-24T19:55:00.004+08:00

"We all wear a mask to hide our real selves. It's only when we are able to trust someone completely, when we will remove that mask. It is difficult to find that 'someone', however, many of us have found at least one to confide in.
I don't know if that is the true self of you that I have been communicating with. There might be more to you than I think there is. Time will reveal your true colours. It is then will I judge you for who you are, and see if I accept that true you or push you away.
Nonetheless, be brave. Face yourself. Step out and face everybody with that real you, and see for yourself if you are that great after all. Then only can anyone entirely place their trust in you."

P.S. I really need to study. I really need to study. I really need to study. I really need to study. I really need to study. I really need to study. I really need to study. I really need to study. I really need to study. I really need to study. I really need to study. I really need to study. I really need to study. I really need to study. I really need to study. I really need to study. I really need to study. I really need to study. I really need to study. I really need to study. I really need to study.

fml

2010-01-20T00:23:00.006+08:00

Today, I realised that I suck at using my newly bought Canmake Tokyo liquid eyeliner. FML.

Okay, not really worth FML-ing for, but you know, IDC.

Susu-desu, can you teach me how you did it so well??

And i'm off to lalaland

2010-01-19T00:09:00.003+08:00

What an unaccomplished weekend.

Oh well, I hope I rested enough.
Today, I went for my dental appointment, then to the gym with LYX.
Ran and cycled for about 1 hr, then chilled at her place.

I need to sleep soon.
TATA

MY AWESOME NEW BUY

2010-01-18T00:02:00.002+08:00

WHEEEEEEEEEE
I am so gonna go running! Soon. HAHAHAHA

I wanna go on a retreat

2010-01-17T17:22:00.001+08:00

Today, my parents drove me to Queensway to get shoes. Adidas. (L) I'm not sure if I'll regret buying those, but I had thought of another purpose for them so hopefully they don't go to waste. HAH.

half a day out

2010-01-16T21:18:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, I met hunnybunny at Paragon to do our brows at The Make Up Store. Still in the process of getting used to it. (Qying drew eyeliner for me ^^)We headed down to Novena to look at the Cotton On sales there as Alfi was working there. Much to our dismay, we didn't get anything except for a large milk tea from MOS Burger on the way back to town. Did a little more shopping here and there and I left to my aunt's while qying went to look for her sister. The two of us ended up shopping online when we got home and I bought something XD

birthdays, and a little more (:

2010-01-15T23:47:00.001+08:00

Friday, was the meeting with SMs to celebrate the birthdays of Yi Hong and Woei Jiun. It's been quite a while since we've met up. Hehs. We had a simple dinner at a little restaurant specialising in Fish n' Chips, and then we went to chill at Clarke Quay. This really friendly foreign couple ran over and sang them a birthday song in french. (Y)

one of my usual weekends

2010-01-09T23:34:00.002+08:00

today, i literally forced myself out of bed and dragged my feet to school.
missed the damn bus because when i was about to change buses, it left without me.
hence, i was late for the consultation.
could tell he was pissed, but i've decided to do a good job for the assignment.
i'll do it tomorrow when i wake up.

kinda displeased with a few things earlier.
though i have come to terms with things, its still hard to accept.
just a couple more years with a little patience and tolerance, i'll be able to escape from it all and create a life of my own.

for this, i have to strive and work hard.
this will be my motivation.

my really late list of new year resolutions:
-work hard, less procrastination.
-sleep earlier.
-pull up my grades.
-have more fun.
-be more outgoing.
-learn to enjoy each and every process.

and this is it. bonne nuit, i shall retreat to my chambers..

a fresh new start.

2010-01-04T15:18:00.002+08:00

yes yes, that's what i'm hoping for.
i shall wake up and look into the mirror and say "TODAY WILL BE A GOOD DAY" to my reflection every single day.

yesterday, i went to sentosa for OTC gathering.
haha. pretty weird cause we didn't really mix around, but rather bonded with our own groups.
LOGGERS OWN LAH.
captain's ball was pretty fun. (against proggers, hehs)
then fooled around and went to LJS for dinner.
didn't have a very good start of the day, hence it wasn't half as enjoyable as it should've been.

oh well, i'm glad i can stay home today to relax a little and catch up on assignments.
that's about it.

TATA~

our ingenious plan to rob the bank.

2009-12-30T00:54:00.003+08:00

shan and i were talking about robbing the bank some time ago.
today, we recruited two more ASSOCIATES to help us!
(can't help it, we're too broke. POK!)

here's our plan:

STEPH: hack into the security system and log into youtube to play all the charlie videos so that the security cameras will record them instead of our faces.

YING: proceed to clear passageway to the cash and valuable items as people are so fascinated/shocked by the charlie video.

SHAN: steal as much valuable items, etc as possible.

JOLO: seduce onlookers so that they will not call the police.

SHAN'S DAD: station outside bank in the car for our getaway.

after everything is done, we shall head to IKEA and treat shan's dad to meatballs. shan says she'll buy him the whole of IKEA. HAH.

are we COOL or COOL?

Innocence - Sometimes it's better if we didn't know

2009-12-28T02:41:00.005+08:00

Christmas celebrations are over. Its back to school tomorrow.
I miss the break already ):

Booked a hotel room at Rendezvous on Thursday night to spend with the SMs and Wilfred.
All those drunkards. HAH.

Anyway, today received a flower from our dear candy, Joey Goh. Thank you so much candy!
Log comm meeting at ECP.
Cycled and fell. Haha.

Bused down to AMK to meet my dearest of them all, Jolene and LYX.
I just realised we didn't take any photos today. WTH.
LYX and I bought Gucci perfume as Jol's present, and BnJ's icecream as her cake.
Just spent some quality sharing time together as a mini celebration.
I hope you like the present love. <3

Present exchange tmr!!

"It's the state of bliss you think you're dreaming
It's the happiness inside that you're feeling
It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry"

our christmas celebration.

2009-12-24T14:52:00.003+08:00

i loved meeting them coincidentally at PS.
i loved shopping for christmas presents with them.
i loved dressing up with the girls.
i loved making poor ely wait. (okay not really)
i loved eating at marche.
i loved singing carols with the people performing.
i loved taking lots of pretty photos.
i loved shopping in heels.
i loved sitting at coffee bean to rest our legs.

but most of all,
I LOVE YOU JOEY LO, QIANYING AND ELY CHOW!!
you lot are the BEST!

and i <3 christmas (:

getting into the christmas spirit :D

2009-12-21T15:01:00.002+08:00

LOVING THE CHRISTMAS LIGHTS!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHAR WU (:
hope you liked your birthday treat. hehs.

i hate my weekends.

2009-12-20T01:37:00.001+08:00

today, went for dental app in the morning.
freaking painful now ):

then in the evening after having porridge at home, i went to the alumni thingy.
dont want to talk about it.
having second thoughts about certain outings.
but i'll go, cos i promised.
alrightey, thats about it.

time really flies

2009-12-18T00:58:00.001+08:00

YUP! i'm finally back to blogging.
feeling really lazy, but i shouldn't ps my dearest.
well well, camp was awesome.
i really made the right choice going for it.

although there were cock-ups here and there, they didn't spoil the fun for me.
made lots of new friends, trained some muscles carrying stuff.
in short, i really really had fun.

i have so many new friends on facebook.
making my day really (:

day 0
packing, packing, and more packing.
helped ely with the store cause royston wasn't around.
went opp school to get log stuff with serene, annhin and a few others.
then we went to eat zi char with the rest of the loggers and the proggers.
haha, they switched our seats so that we could mingle.
hell funny, but fun.

day 1, 2, 3
GLs arrived.
hmm i kinda forgot what happened so i'll just cramp them all tgt.
night walk, well, the group was so big that they all weren't scared.
but still, i thought the plot was pretty good. hehs
then we had station games and wet games, where i got to meet progs like joan, ethan, jasmine, khairul, shawn and dillon.
hahah. yup.

okay, i'm getting lazy.
i'm just so looking forward to april (:

HELLO.

2009-12-13T00:56:00.004+08:00

Today, I went for the OTC workshop in the afternoon, ate at macs with Jolo, and finally, we headed to PARKWAY PARADE for shopping!!
Damn awesome finds I swear! Lovey lovey <3 <3

Anyway, it's been an awfully long time since I got a chance to blog.
Yes, that's just how busy I am these days.

Well well, the good news first - EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER.
And even better - HOLIDAYS ARE HERE!

We have all stayed up late, woke up early, slept really little, just to study for the tests.
Tough on you guys(and me).
I hope that we would all achieve what we deserve.
Our efforts will surely pay off. Great job people.
I <3 my study clique.

I will not be around from the coming Monday-Thursday.
So far, the workshops and activities I've attended in preparation for OTC were pretty smooth. I hope the actual thing will be even better.
Friday evening I'll be joining LYX after work.
21, 23 n 24 Dec, I'm booked.
I still have a few projects and assignments to complete.

I shall conclude all said into two words - I'M DEAD.

Alrightey, shall continue crapping tomorrow.
I'm dead beat. Bonne nuit.

oh-my-gosh

2009-12-09T19:37:00.002+08:00

I'M EXHAUSTED.

stupid semestral exam.
deprive me of my sleep.
i have to study hardcore.
i'm going to die at a young age, due to lack of sleep.
today's AAP was torturous.
i still have to study for HPI tomorrow.
then there's CellB.
then WE'LL BE FREEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

persevere stephy, persevere.
i'm gonna cry if my results turn out sucky.

anw, good job so far study group people.
we're all doing well despite our sleepless nights.
KEEP UP THE GOOD WORK !
i love you all <3

the change

2009-12-05T21:55:00.002+08:00

Things have changed. Or at least, I did.

And, through the passing week, I realized how we all live with masks.
Hiding our problems, feelings, and finally when we release them all, we begin to find our true selves.

I fell sick yesterday. Love from friends, screw family. Screw you.
Goodbye to the fun and love I used to have with you. BYE.

hohoho

2009-11-26T02:36:00.002+08:00

GOSH!
its like 0230AM in the morning now, and i'm still awake, studying for the hpi test 6 1/2 hrs later.
yes yes, we're all nuts.
i think i'll just take a nap later.
good luck to moi!!!

WHY

2009-11-25T20:01:00.001+08:00

WHY do i always feel so disappointed after i talk to you?

i shall go and study.
i want to do something to keep my mind off things.

jolene, have fun in bangkok!
i'll miss ya!
we'll meet up soon okay (:

alrightey! i'm back :D

2009-11-24T22:04:00.002+08:00

hokay people!
i haven't had much time to update so here i am now.
joey's birthday party was AWESOME!

friday, i went out with qianying, kent and ely to get her presents.
couldn't join SMs cause of their movie timing, so i went to shop longer instead.
haha great times i get when i'm with them (:

saturday was mutts and mittens with maxe.
haha yes yes, we went on a date.
sorry darling lyx, i went to paktor with maxe and two-timed you.
but you know, good ppl (like me) must share share one.
i still love you okay!
after that, i bused down to hougang mall to search for the people.
met with ely and went to look for joey hunny to cheer her up.

IT WAS ALL PART OF THE PLAN OKAY.

then, i went back home to shower, and headed back out again.
this time, to swissotel @ raffles city.
met qy and gang and went up to the room (63rd floor - yes the view was awesome)
we started to put the presents tgt, write her cards, decorate the place and stuff.
hahaha damn fun.
ate dinner at kopitiam, me and yingying ate bibimbap.
then we went back to the hotel for touch up, and went to meet joey and alvin for the movie which i fell aslp halfway through. LOL. it was like already 1+am okay.

yingying and i went with joey, alvin and kent to slack around the empty mall for a bit while the rest went back to the room for finishing touches.
haha the surprise was awesome.
from the doorway lights, to the ballons scattered on the floor, the wonderful cake handmade by joy, the candles lighted up pretty, the big signs on the wall and of course the best part, the presents.
we got joey 50 bucks topshop voucher, a mini lomo camera with film, super pretty necklace, merry fly the bear from ely, and the awesome cards we wrote.

oh oh oh, but of course, i'm quite sure she enjoyed the surprise date we set up for her too! wahahahaha. aren't we just awesome!

we stayed up till 6am in the morning before royston and i took the train back.
when i reached home, i went straight to bed. AHAHAHA:D
great day, a really really great day.

disappointment no more.

2009-11-20T23:23:00.002+08:00

so so so so so tired.
loving the days i spent with my dudes and dudettes :D

holga holga i choose you!!!

now i know to stop expecting so much.

we are all attention seekers.

2009-11-18T22:04:00.003+08:00

how i wish the world was mine and mine alone.
how i wish the moon and the stars orbit around me.
how i wish...

there are so many wishes that i could make, but just many would come true?

i want to live in a world filled with love.
i want to be surrounded by my favourite creatures.
i want...

so now i wonder, how many "wants" could i achieve.

life is unfair.
i don't want to be known as tough anymore.
where is my pillar of strength?

no more sacrifices.

2009-11-17T23:57:00.005+08:00

these couple of days, i've been talking with people a lot.
i get to understand them and myself better.
it's fun to talk like this. it's been a really long time.

old friends are forever busy.
well, so am i. hahah. guess that just adds up to it.
i don't know, it's been a while.

lyx and jolene and manyan, are ppl whom i still talk to from time to time.
no issues with them. i love them the most <3<3
anyway, that dude is with no doubt, a major LOSER. and a very very sore one indeed.

my darling, hang on tight! we'll be with you (:
we talked for 1h and 42mins today. awesome awesome time it was.

i'm almost always available if you need a listening ear or probably some advice :D

think you're the only one who's got it tough? YOU'RE WRONG.

2009-11-15T18:56:00.004+08:00

this week was extremely exhausting for me.

i had very little time for myself.

for those who know me well enough, a tired me is often easily irritated.

hence, i would like to apologise for my bad mood, flare ups, attitude, etc, for the past week.

monday and tuesday, i had stay up to study for tests.

wednesday, stayed up to complete half of my lab report.

thursday, spent the entire day at qianying's place doing cupcakes, then headed home at 8+ to finish up my lab report.

friday, woke up early in the morning to go to the hostel to continue with the food for CCN day.

we were late for the event, and it was hectic.

problems just kept popping up, and i was extremely annoyed, cause i haven't even completed my lab report drawing at that time.

anyway, the whole damned thing is over like finally, so i can get my rest.

trust me, its not easy when we dont get full cooperation.

so no more selfishness, think for the team you're working with. its really tough for everyone, but no matter what, thanks for all your help and support.

(lyx also came down to accompany me. too bad she couldnt go out with me after that cause she made plans after i told her i was busy. yes yes, plans got cancelled last min. damn.)

cip was okay, i have arm muscleaches due to all the carrying. it was fun fooling around with the crazy people. watched 2012 after that, haha, i dont know what to say about that one.

awwwwww, ain't this cute? gaho with GD. i want a dog too! not out of impulse!! i swear!!

everything was just a lie.

2009-11-08T17:19:00.002+08:00

i'm so tired of everything.

i want to run away.

dear Lord, let the years pass faster, so that i can be strong enough to stand on my own two feet.

i can finally see a cloudless sky again.

2009-11-08T00:35:00.009+08:00

i've been sitting here for quite some time now.
i don't know what to say and what not to.
i have edited this post countless times.

i don't blame anyone, nor do i feel sad, because its not something we can do if we put our mind to it.
in fact, it's confusion i'm facing.

everything is clear to me now.
i can see everyone for who they truely are.
because we cleared up, i now know what you truely felt about it.

do not ask me to make a choice. at least not now.

i had fun the other night.
thanks a lot for all that care and concern guys.

looking forward to meeting the SMs again.
i miss all my old friends so much.
i just wish i could see them around in school more often so i can catch my breath again.
i know very well that i belong with them and that is something that came naturally.

i like speaking in circles. this is a post from a very selfish point of view, so don't bother asking me what i meant, i probably won't tell anyway.

a long week with a great weekend.

2009-11-01T18:46:00.002+08:00

it's been a really long week and trust me, it's only going to get longer.

nonetheless, i had a blast on saturday(:

lectures, tutorials, labs. oh emm gee, i'm already dreading next week.

its still a LONG way to go before the hols.

saturday
woke up early in the morning and met jolo and shan.

headed to qianying's place with char and started to make the food.

we ate as we cooked and not forgetting, fooling around.

qianying's rabbits were so cute and fluffy and they were so tame!

sushi and cake was really good, chocolates were only okay cos of the melting ):

met joy and gen for picnic on esplanade rooftop.

hahahaha, had lots of fun there. it was really damn funny.

too bad qianying couldn't make it ):

after that gen, shan and i went to plaza sing and had milk tea at mos burger.

then i had to leave and meet meryl, jiun n kevin.

well, we just spent our night eating away.

3 rounds. HOW ABOUT THAT.

i have no idea at all

2009-10-28T23:21:00.002+08:00

"CAN YOU DON'T ...
BE LIKE THAT ?"

i don't know what i mean.
i don't know what i'm trying to do.

no wonder i always pick them if i had to choose

2009-10-27T23:31:00.003+08:00

humans, are creatures i'll never be able to understand. VERY troubling indeed.

shall not brood over anything today.

I NEED SLEEP.

i'm having fun, yet it sucks.

i don't know why. please don't ask me.

i need to take my mind off things. LOTS of things.

FML for always being such a long and soapy drama.

they just NEVER cease to trouble moi in different ways.

oh-so-dramatic.

back to square one.

2009-10-26T21:32:00.004+08:00

heck-i-care. only as much as you do.

i like how it is now.
with my babes, my furry friends once a week, a couple of phone calls with my darlings who are oh-so-far away. AWESOME. and i mean it.

today, was great.
i bought the cereal thing from frolicks !!!!
woohooooooo ~

not anticipating tmr at all :/

mutts n mittens once again!

2009-10-24T15:06:00.004+08:00

coco (:

joy

ritz

WHEEEEEEE! went with ivan, maxe and xy.

today is a really really hot day, so we didn't bring the dogs out.

they were all acting weird.

i think its the weather.

even the aggressive ones just lay down to sleep and didn't make so much noise.

stayed with joy a lot today.

kingsley was kinda odd today. we couldn't see what's wrong with him though.

coco was awesome too. lovely day (:

dear agony

2009-10-24T00:47:00.002+08:00

"Dear Agony

Just let go of me

Suffer slowly

Is this the way it’s got to be?

Dear Agony"

-breaking benjamin

just 1 month. hopefully, things will take a new stand.

BRACEFACE

2009-10-22T19:11:00.002+08:00

yes yes, i look like that. only uglier. no, i'm not kidding.

nvm, things will get better.

today, i want to thank my dearest jolo, shan, gen and char, for the one of the loveliest present ever - a new scheduler (:

LOVE YA BABES!!!!

and i really had fun with qy, jolo, shan, ely, royston, shaun and kent at the body shop sale and fish n co.

i thank god for my awesome friends <3

yuppuhdeedah

2009-10-21T23:37:00.002+08:00

apparently, i'm steel stuck with entrepreneurship as cds.
but now, i have a new cds buddy - congrui. awesome.

hahahaha. we shall ruleeeeeee! congrui, shaun and i!!!!!!

it's plain boring, but the lecturer is okay, so i'm like whatever.

french was fun? i suppose so.
my tutorial classmates were friendly.
i was like standing at the back of the class during interaction time.
then some of them came up to me and introduced themselves. awww so sweet (:
KYE, you better hurry and join meeeeeeeee!!!!

can't wait for tomorrow to come. weeeeheeeheeeee.

"superficial means ... SUPERFICIAL" -yee mon

explanation of directional terms during AAP today.

back to school

2009-10-19T23:37:00.003+08:00

BONJOUR !

schools in again. awwwwww :/

i miss the holidays already.

today, joey was late. even later than gengen who went to shit first. HAH.

itas was full, so we ate at the bench. yes yes, embarrassing. hahaha.

then we had this boring lecture on basic micrology.

oh, did i mention it was BORING?

and then, joey, shan, char and i went to slack for 3 whole hrs.

hilarious pictures on jolo's fb profile.

shan went for her dental app in between.

joey and i and jo's friend n wj went for french lecture.

it was pretty fun. hahaha.

Face / a / la / mer,
J'au / rais / du / gran / dir
Face / contre / terre,
J'au / rais / pu / mou / rir

that's about all i guess.

AU REVOIR !

:/

2009-10-18T15:26:00.002+08:00

NO MUTTS AND MITTENS TODAY ):
I AM HORRIBLY SADDDDDDDDD.
I MISS MY FURRY FRIENDS.

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with the horses and my darlings.

2009-10-16T20:23:00.000+08:00

“ Walao i like you then you like her. I swear i’ll be straight forever thats why i rebond my hair. ”

- ONG ZISHAN

awesome day i had with the horses, jolo, char, shan and jolene.

woohooooooooohoooooo~~~~~~

one HOT wednesday.

2009-10-14T23:56:00.000+08:00

met maxe at vivo and we headed over to sentosa to look for kev, seb, meryl n wj.

had fun touring the place a little, ate subway (totally brought back memories) , and back to vivo we go.

met lim yi hong, ate at kopitiam then we went to meryl's place to chill while kev went to gym.

watched "angels and demons" awesome movie.

dan brown, i salute you!

amazing storyline.

ate prawn fritters, snacks, soft drinks, lalala, then we headed home.

glad to have buddies!

2009-10-13T00:18:00.002+08:00

last friday was uncle kent's birthday celebration.
had lots of fun catching up with everybody.
missed them sooo much.
school's gna start soon anyway, so i'll see them lots (:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY IN ADVANCE TO YOU KENT! AND THANKS A LOT FOR EVERYTHINGGGGGGGGG!!!!!

today, maxe, xy, olivia, seb, kenneth, dionne, jerene and i went to welcome lim yi hong back from vietnam.
guess he didn't find a new wife. HAHA.
we went to catch that meatball movie.
hahaha really cute show.

i wna watch coraline. have to find time.

after the movie, we headed to astons for dinner. (thank you yi hong!)
i could only have a bit of potato salad and mashed potato ):
xy and maxe couldn't stop tempting me, and laughing at the holes.
DAMN YOU!

anyway, can't wait for sat!!

bravery

2009-10-11T20:05:00.003+08:00

yes yes, i was a brave girl today.
i went for extraction of 2 teeth.
when the needle went down, it hurt a little, but kinda like an ant bite.
then came the numbness.
the dentist kept talking to me though.
i didn't dare to look at the needle nor the process of extraction.
i was just staring into the ceiling.
it was scary cos he was yanking my teeth out.
but after awhile, it was over, and i had to bite on gauze to stop the bleeding.
the dentist asked me some qns and i had difficulty answering =.=
after the anaesthetic wore off, it hurt. quite bad.
so i went to sleep.
i am still amazed by how i managed to sleep with the pain.
when i awoke, it didn't hurt that bad.
and now, it just feels like an empty parking lot.
i can still eat. so yay!

anw, on my way home, my neighbour saw me and went
"chi tai duo tang liao lahhhh"
haha joker.

when i reached home, i went online for a bit and told jojo my experience.
that idiot kept laughing at me.
i told him i was biting on gauze to stop the bleeding and couldn't speak.
guess what he did?
that retard called me on my phone and asked me to pick up.zzzzzz.

we should have animal police too.

2009-10-10T23:47:00.004+08:00

i've decided that i should try and stop complaining about the pain.

afterall, i made this decision myself.

no i don't regret it, even though i do feel like giving up.

i'm going to pull through this, and make it all worthwhile (:

today, was a difficult day, but things are only going to get worse.

no matter what, i've learnt a lot.

to people who been through it before me, i SALUTE you. haha.

i spent a few hours on animal planet.

the one that left a deep impression is the one about the animal police in phoenix.

the pain and suffering some people can put the animals through, makes me really sad.

this is the reason why i chose the path to be a veterinarian.

i want to help them, save them, do whatever i can for these helpless creatures.

i don't understand how cruel these people can be.

through the whole show, i was practically tearing for the animals.

i wasn't even angry with the cruel people, they don't deserve those feelings.

well, enough with cruelty to animals.

through that programme, i also came to realise that there is hope for mankind!

when you see those poor animals saved, healthy and adopted by a family who loves them, you just feel so happy for them.

awesome job they have there.

):

2009-10-09T12:31:00.002+08:00

i just bought lunch, but i can hardly chew.
later bbq how how how how how how how how how ):
i can't even chew the bubble tea jelly.
hai. should have bought porridge.
i guess the overcrowding really is baddddd.
extraction might even be better than this.
good luck to me.
i still have about 3 weeks of suffering to get through.

an awesome trip to mnm!

2009-10-06T20:53:00.004+08:00

today was another awesome trip to mutts n mittens!

this time, i went with jiun, maxe, xiuyuan, eugene and elaine (:

great friends, great fun!

met them at hg interchange and bused over.

played with the doggiessssss!

today, we took joy, ritz, sky, queenie and kingsley out to play.

they had fun wandering around, peeing, marking their territory, making friends, etc.

finally brought our cameras to take pictures.

i'm still waiting for sim woei jiun to post the pics.

FASTER CAN?!?!? SO SLOWWWW!!! I VERY IMPATIENT ONEEEEE ):

hahahahahaha.

i've learnt so much about myself

2009-10-04T02:34:00.004+08:00

today, or rather, yesterday, was really great.
i woke up in the afternoon (=.=) and ate brunch.
my parents were cleaning the house, and i couldn't bear the sight of it anymore, so i helped out.
i decided that our house need some MAJOR cleaning.
hence, i tried to clear out as many things as i could.
think i did a great job supervising. HAHA.

i just went "throw throw throw throw throw throw throw throw throw throw throw throw throw throw throw throw throw throw throw throw throw throw throw throw throw."

and at night, i was so bored, i decided to look for more names. not really the right time to do so since i haven't even started, but i just felt like it.

i made a lot of decisions today.

for example, heading out to find something to work hard for.
like a hobby, or go learn something, and achieve something.
i feel incomplete. i don't really know why. just feels like something is missing.
and i just had this urge to go and look for it.

anyone in for it with me?

once upon a dream

2009-10-01T02:00:00.002+08:00

I know you,

I walked with you once upon a dream.

I know you,

The gleam in your eyes is so familiar a gleam.

I know it's true,

That visions of seldom always seem.

But if i know you,

I know what you'll do.

You'll love me at once,

the way you did once upon a dream.

I know you,

I danced with you, once upon a night.

There we were,

wishing this dance would last forever all time.

I hope it's true,

this vision is more than what it seems.

Cause if dreams come true,

I know what we'll do.

We'll dance once again,

The way we did then, upon a dream.

Once upon a time,

I dreamed we'd be together,

In love forever.

Once upon a night,

I was wishing for a never

A never ending

Once upon a time

Once upon a night

Once upon a wish

Once upon a dream.

mutts n mittens!

2009-09-29T15:59:00.003+08:00

omgggggg!!!!
i just came back about an hour ago from MnM!
damn awesome i tell you. i made like LOTS of furry friends today.

wj and i bused there like early in the morning, took a long walk, bought macs + drinks, and cabbed to MnM. hahahaha.
we still ended up earlier than maxe, his bro, sam and anna (maxe's friends).

headed in to meet yellow, the big old dog, and two others in the office.
and then, we went in to meet the cats who were lazing around.

oh next, we headed to meet the dogs!!!
omggg, i made friends with 3 huskies, 1 shepherd dog, 2 or was it 3 golden retrievers, there were lots more, mostly mongrels, saw a chow chow with its blue tongue :D
also, not forgetting herbie, the great dane! it was HUGE. when it stood up, it was taller than mua!

the smartest was definitely kingsley, the shepherd dog. he loves playing fetch and he understood commands like stay, go, water, nearer, ball, etc. lovey lovey (:
kingsley's soulmate, queenie, a golden retriever, is really affectionate. she loves belly rubs.

then there's also ritz and sky, and the 3rd husky, which wj and i named joy, because it was emo. ~~ritz~~ sky pounced onto us when we entered its cage. haha, heavy boy, but lots of fun. he kissed me too! hahaha, stole my kiss that naughty boy.

belle is reallyyy ladylike, and sat with her front legs crossed. she's quiet, and really nice to be with. her friend lex, is more active, and knew how to respond to "paw".

there are like sooo many more which i haven't really got the chance to play with. i'll go another day. FOR SURE! the aggressive ones will probably take a muchhh longer time to get used to. haha.

animals lovers' league!

2009-09-28T00:04:00.003+08:00

today, i was late ):

i cabbed down to pasir ris to pick up joy and we cabbed to ALL.

slightly late, but i guess it wasn't too bad. hehs.

met melek there, did the interview while playing with the dogs which were running around.

omg i love ben and jerry. they are brothers, one black, one brown, and soooo LOVEABLE.

they just kept sniffing and cuddling us while we spoke.

after the interview, we headed over to the kitties area and said hi to atticus and brenda.

so nice of them to drop by for the animals. awwwwww.

the cats were AWESOME.

i'm telling you, its like animal paradise there.

we stood there and the smaller dogs and the cats came over to greet us!

like so adorable right?!

the cats rubbed themselves against us, the dogs wagged their tails at us.

joy and i said hi to all the doggies and kitties in the area and played with most of them a bit.

there was one poor dog whose leg had been ripped off by wild boars in pulau ubin.

SAVE THESE POOR ANIMALSSSS!!! GIVE THEM A HOME!!!

my phone camera totally suck, they are really much prettier live.

anyway, joy and i left soon after and went for a little walk at the animal farms nearby.

there was this farm where they sold puppies and kittens.

OMG, my heart melted at the sight of those pups and kittens!!!!

i really really really love the toy poodles!! okay, and the german shepherds, labradors, daschunds, maltese, pomeranians, bull dogs, pug, collie, and so many more!!!!!

joy said that we should call the german shepherd "germ", so i said the labrador next to it should be called "bacteria". okay sorry, that was retarded.

*faints* if only mom liked dogs.

there were also rreeaalllyyy pretty cats there. i saw a siemese kitten.

jolo and girls, there were a few that really looked like TIGER. omg i miss her.

anyway, i'll probably be back there on tuesday.

really looking forward to making more furry friends!

day 2 and 3 of genting trip

2009-09-27T21:26:00.002+08:00

okay, i'm actually REALLY lazy to blog about the trip, but i should probably make an entry.

we woke up early in the morning, washed up and took a bath, before heading to mary brown's for breakfast. almost all of us had porridge i think.

btw, kevin literally climbed through the window to get into the restaurant, and the girls nearby were staring at him. LOL

meryl was sitting near the window and planning which indoor ride she would take. haha.

anyway, we then headed off to get tickets for the theme parks.

the first ride we headed to was the go kart. haha, i skipped that one.

they had to wear shower caps and helmets and the car was horribly WOLS.

i was just there to snap photos of them with the shower caps and helmets. haha.

after that, seb, maxe, xiuyuan and i went to take CORKSCREW - the 360 roller coaster!

omg, that one was one of the best lah!

and then, we rode the flying chair thing, and we kept kicking and grabbing on to each others chairs, making us fly around. haha hilarious!

we also rode the kiddy roller coaster. that one was, haha i dont know.

grabbed lunch at kenny rogers, and went to the bumper cars!!

haha that one was really fun. there was this fantasy slow ride that we took.

that one was lame. just sat inside to rest and look around from above.

after that, seb, maxe, xiuyuan and i went back outside for SPACE SHOT while kev and meryl went back to the hotel for a nap.

while ride was going up,

seb: omg, i don't want to look down! *closes eyes and face upwards*

me: scary meh?! *looks down* omg so cool!!

when ride reached the top,

me: 10,9,8, ...., 0 *thinking why didn't it plunge*

seb: yao diao liao, byebye

ride plunged downwards,

seb+me: *opens mouth but nth comes out*

that was the first scene, next to us, something else was happening.

at the top,

xy+maxe: *breathing in deeply and trying to make mist come out of their mouths*

*impressed that there was water vapour on the metal handles*

*forgot about counting*

*still chatting...*

ride plunges down,

xy+maxe: *hearts almost fell out*

hahahaha, joke!!!

anyway, after that, we met kevin and meryl, passed them our stuff and went to take the superman ride. (okay, it was a ride that lets you fly like superman, but had a spiderman design)

omg, that one was freaky, and the thing that lets you place your chin on, was sooo stinky.

i went back and spamed sanitiser after that. haha, it was fun nonetheless.

managed to persuade meryl and kevin to try the corkscrew with us.

hahahaha, kevin was damn scared, but he made it through.

TOLD YA IT WAS FUN!

seb, xy and maxe came back down to eat ice cream in that awfully cold weather.

crazy people. ridiculous. haha.

we cabbed down and had dinner at mushroom farm. omg, damn nice lah the food, cheap somemore.

headed back to the hotel and changed into clubbing outfits.

went to the pub to drink. i only had a cocktail.

there was a live band playing there and they asked the audience to do a song request.

someone in our group mentioned "ask them sing mari kita la!"

hahaha JOKE. so mean!!

tried to enter the club, but there were police on duty so nayyyy.

seb, meryl and kev went to buy drinks at ria, while maxe, xy and i went back to the hotel.

drank, fooled around, maxe and xy got drunk, and finally fell asleep. (i washed up okay.)

woke up in the morning, packed, ate brunch at hou mei again, and went to starbucks to slack.

finally, boarded the bus, and home-sweet-home.

I'm Back (:

2009-09-26T15:55:00.004+08:00

HELLO EVERYBODY !

i've actually been back from genting since thursday, but just too lazy to blog.

hahahaha. genting was a BLAST!

Day 1

woke up at 0430am to take a bath and my dad fetched me down to beach rd.

met the guys and meryl came soon after.

went to buy some food before boarding the bus.

watched "love matters" on the bus for a little before falling asleep.

i had only about 3 hours of sleep the previous night. haha.

went to get more food at the rest stop after sleeping for 2 hrs.

made some noise with everyone and slept somemore.

before we knew it, we were in genting :D

walked around while waiting to check into the hotel. camwhored a bit too.

when the receptionist told us we were on the 8th floor, seb and kev went "HUAT AH".

omg, so embarrassing, but funny. haha.

put our baggage down and went to hunt for food.

pizza hut was horrible.

pizza was good but spaghetti was bad. service was horrendous.

they just ignored us when we asked for help.

and there was only ONE bottle of tobasco and NO chilli flakes. omg, can you believe that?!

anyway, we went to hunt for alcohol after the super late lunch.

this guy who was working at the spa told us that we could get it cheaper at ria resort.

went to ask around about how to get there.

took a realllyyyy long walk there, but since the weather was so nice, we didn't give a damn.

bought gold rush and a few cans of ice cream soda, heineken and a bottle of cola.

went back to the hotel to put down our stuff.

we were assigned 3 rooms, 2 people in each, but we decided that one room was going to be our party room, so we shared one room with 3 people.

after dinner at hou mei, we headed for a walk outside.

and it was FREAKIN cold. guess what we did.

we took off our jackets, and played + camwhored in the cold.

crazy people. hahahahaha.

we went to the party room to party!

sang, danced, drank, got drunk, played cards, dare or dared and so much more.

really hilarious, but we made a pact, that what happened in genting, stayed in genting.

so no further details. sorry guys!

anw, thats the end of the first day.

sometimes i ask, "why was i born".

2009-09-20T22:54:00.003+08:00

this society is damn fucked up.

humans, are creatures that i'll never understand.

yes, including myself. i'll admit, i'm weird too.

my parents, are such ~~caring~~ and ~~understanding~~ people.

i ~~love~~ my ~~family~~.

that bitch had better stop touching my things.

or i'll really lose the screw thats holding my head together, and start screaming at everybody.

i hate having strangers in my house.

i hate strangers being so familiar in my house.

i hate strangers using my things without permission.

i hate my parents for giving permission to strangers to use my things on their own.

i hate my parents for letting strangers stay over.

i hate this place.

i hate hiding my things in my own home.

an awesome day indeed.

2009-09-20T02:19:00.004+08:00

WHOOSH!

today, or rather, yesterday, the SMs had a gathering.

i woke up really early and we headed to sentosa!

meryl, kevin and i were the only punctual ones.

tch tch, you guys, please stop being late! haiyoh!

hahahaha.

it rained before we even got there, so meryl called her mom to do something about it.

she said that her mom's forecast of the weather was really accurate.

hence she was like asking her mom to do the rain dance so that it would stop.

haha that was really ~~bimbo~~ and ~~retarded~~, but thanks to her, we had a great laugh.

finally, meryl, kevin, woeijiun, maxe, xiuyuan and i went to sentosa, and it rained again.

heavily, so we just played under the rain for awhile, and decided that we should take a shower.

ate at thai express, slacked a little at vivo.

then said GOODBYE to woeijiun (for work), and HELLO to sebby (from cca).

we headed off to kevin's place to get dvds, and played with BUSH.

he was damn hyper today. first time seeing that old dog run so much.

really really cute though. joshua is really good with dogs. i'm amazed.

when we were leaving, kevin's neighbours' dogs were heading out and they were sooooo cuteeee.

omg, i really freaked out. i really need to find out the breed of the white hairy dog.

the other one was a LOVELY golden retriever. gosh!

oh, after kevin left to find his friend, the rest of us headed to meryl's place for movies.

watched "final destination 4" and "i love you, man".

haha, fd4 was just kinda gory though it looked really faked, not really worth watching.

i love you, man was much better.

kinda cute that movie. haha.

we then camwhored with meryl's webcam.

check out the photos on fb!

tata~

the classic and the comedy.

2009-09-19T00:02:00.004+08:00

today is really an awesome day for movies.

the best relaxation and rest i can get. EVER.

i watched "The Ugly Truth" and my favourite - "Beauty and the Beast".

both were GREAT.

go catch them if you have the time.

actually, i've just finished the classic and i feel like a little girl again.

oo, i love fairy tales (:

anyway, tomorrow is sentosa outing with the SMs.

hope it'll be fun!

now, it's really over!

2009-09-18T00:57:00.004+08:00

WHEEEEEEE~~~
awesome!
the last paper - pipc supp paper, is finally OVER!
i'm glad i studied. i guess i would do okay. haha.
not very confident, but definitely a pass.

after the paper, i met kevin and meryl at orchard ion.
we went to eat AYAM PENYET at meryl's territory.
omg, i just can't get enough of the chicken. *drool*

and then, we went to far east to SHOP!
haha the idea of the "the best of blogshops" shop is actually pretty cool.
i mean, you know how hot the craze of blogshopping has been, so collaborating with other popular shops and starting a business together is actually an idea that would work pretty well.
also, it would be much more convenient for customers to go pick up their items themselves at the shop. hahas.
saw some pretty cool stuff around the mall, but they're either overpriced or overrated.
so, nayyyyyy.
then we headed back to ion to shop at bershka.
omg, meryl was really MAD. hahaha. shan't elaborate.

oh, and guess what jolo and girls, i saw that guy from the slipper shop opp flash n' splash.
haha. glad he didn't recognise me, or i'd have to dig a hole when it's already 4 levels underground.

anyway, went home after that and i took a nap at 9pm because i really couldn't take it anymore.
i couldn't sleep very well last night, so i had only 4 hours of proper sleep, which is like making me SEVERELY SLEEP DEPRIVED. yeah.

i watched the video of miss singapore world, ris low, on youtube earlier.
i have 2 worlds to describe - FRIGGIN' HILARIOUS.
then again, there's also that topic on kanye west's comment when taylor swift won the best female mv award or something. i'm like w.e on that one.

okay, that's about it.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KEVIN!

wish me luck!

2009-09-16T23:10:00.004+08:00

i think i've finished studying.

i've read through everything, and done some tutorials.

really hope its enough.

now what i need is the best of luck, so that tmr's paper will be easy-peasy.

and also, i hope i can find the examination room.

its in engine school, i think.

gonna do my last revision on the bus tmr.

ALL THE BEST TO MUA! (pray for me people.)

oh oh, and finally, i will be FREEEEEEEEE to play and play and play!!!

ups & downs

2009-09-16T14:02:00.004+08:00

the pipc paper and i have totally NO FATE.

or is it an ~~omen~~, or is God telling me i have to work harder?

today, i woke up with an eye infection.

i didn't even apply any eye makeup or eye cream or w.e recently.

damn it.

w.e it is, i've taken the antibiotics, so hopefully, tomorrow it'll disappear.

oh, and apparently, maintaining my weight isn't going too well.

its just increasing back to 45kg ):

ahhh, it's alright. this is life. full of ups and downs.

i'll go study soon.

tata.

yaba yaba yaba yaba yaba

2009-09-15T00:50:00.004+08:00

"yaba" was something i created while being random today.
lyx and i was talking and she replied "ya ba." and i ended with yaba's all over.
hahahaha.
then after that, things became something even more retarded.
just read this:

. LYX says:
*NNP!
*KKB
*NNPKKB
Es†efanía. -♥惠 says:
*stop it ah
*next time i see you slap your mouth!
*naughty
. LYX says:
*OMG .
*SO RUDDEEEEE
Es†efanía. -♥惠 says:
*EH is who N and K and P and B one
*you tell me you tell me
. LYX says:
*sucha bitch .
*LOL
*idc
*you more okay
Es†efanía. -♥惠 says:
*shut up ah you basket
. LYX says:
*want violent me
*lol
*dwtty
Es†efanía. -♥惠 says:
*you laundry basket
*say somemore your eyebags can stuff one teeshirt inside!!
. LYX says:
*YOU SUCKER .
Es†efanía. -♥惠 says:
*and and and
*iadwtty!!!
. LYX says:
*i dont have eyebag hor
*PLEASE
*whr have ?
*whr have
Es†efanía. -♥惠 says:
*under your eyes lah dumb dumb
. LYX says:
*):
*hate you
Es†efanía. -♥惠 says:
*back at you!
. LYX says:
*back back at you
*!
Es†efanía. -♥惠 says:
*dcm!
. LYX says:
*what dcm
Es†efanía. -♥惠 says:
*dont
*copy
*me!
. LYX says:
*dont use shortcut hor !
*think i donno
*lol

btw, dwtty stands for "don't want talk to you" and iadwtty refers to "i also don't want talk to you". LOL.

B to the O to the R-E-D.

2009-09-13T22:56:00.003+08:00

I'M BORED.
yes yes yes!
today was just boring.
i'll start studying soon. perhaps tomorrow.
hahas. getting so used to the holiday mood now.
i want to go shopping, travelling, hang out, etc.
i have SO MANY things i want to do, but so little time, and cash.
tomorrow, i'll have to go to school for some meeting.
don't know if i'll attend the badminton thing.
might go home to study or something.
see how luh.
oh oh oh! deja vu was great. can't believed i watched it.hehe.
okay, i'm running out of things to blog.
tata.

independence training

2009-09-12T02:01:00.002+08:00

it's like 2am in the morning and i've just finished doing the laundry.
i know. wth right? haha.
well, actually i threw most in the washing machine and soaked the rest at 10+.
however, i just kinda forgot about it.
and my parents are such loving people who just went to sleep without reminding me or even better, helping out.
damn.
i hand washed the white pieces okay?!
i really hope my parents would stop saying that i don't help out with the chores now.
i do my own laundry (including bedsheets), and wash my own dishes, clean my own room, etc.
at the very least, they don't have to clean up after me!
somehow, i just become another person when i'm at my grandma's place.
i'll automatically help out at cooking too!
haha i think i know why. because there's nothing better for me to do there.
but hey, i can practically live by myself now!

anyway, i went to lyx's place this afternoon to watch dvds.
we watched the hills have eyes and it's a boy girl thing.
the hills have eyes was gruesome, and totally NOT a horror movie.
more like a thriller. and it was pretty thrilling at the end, though boring in front.
they just love to show the parts where animals are cruelly killed.
and really, i can't bring myself to watch those. humans are fine, but animals NONO.
yes, i'm weird. call me a sadist or w.e, I DON'T FREAKIN CARE!
it's a boy girl thing was an awesome movie!
hilarious and kinda romantic too (:

that's all for now.
loves <3

collection of results

2009-09-10T20:38:00.004+08:00

THE RESULTS ARE OUT!

omfg i was kind of anxious to look at it since yesterday.

today i woke up at like 12pm and tried till 8pm before i could FINALLY get in.

damn the server sucks BIG TIME.

i'm soo gonna register for the SMS thing next time.

no more lazy excuses. hahas.

i'm happy my efforts paid off.

and daddy gave me a little extra cash as a reward.

TEEHEEHEE :D

some people may be smiling and some frowning.

nevertheless, whether you've got what you had desired or not, IT'S ALL OVER.

okay, i still have that supp paper. shit, why did i have to remind myself.

anyway, i'm not gonna post my results here.

if you're THAT curious, ask me personally.

hehheh.

that's all for today.

tata~

finally, the busy days are over

2009-09-09T20:44:00.003+08:00

the stephywephy went to collect her new passport today.
great great great!
meryl accompanied me while i waited, and we headed to vivo.

met maxe at mango before going to look for woeijiun, who was working.
we ate carls' jr. because i was hungry and i FINISHED THE WHOLE MEAL.
i'm good right? heehee.
meryl couldn't even finish her salad. tch tch.
then we went to cine to get some stuff before meryl and i went home, and maxe to his dance practice.

simple, yet tiring day.
i guess it's cause we kept going out the past few days.
i'm going to stay home for the next few days.
it's almost time to start studying for pipc.

my brother is going to NS tomorrow and it's great!!! don't have to see him yeahhh.
i suspect his gf had been using my products and i'm VERY ANGRY, because i really HATE people who use my things without permission and what's more, my facial products.
fucking unhygienic!

okay, gtg. tata~

happy birthday to me! (part 3)

2009-09-08T23:54:00.003+08:00

today is the 3rd and FINAL day of my birthday celebration.
i know it's belated, but i don't care! hahahaha.

celebrated my birthday with the SMs today.

met the crazy people at hg platform before training down to marina square.
they treated me to seoul garden <3
i ate beef like crazy. sitting opposite keane and joshua was hilarious.
the two of them obviously didn't have much cooking experience.
and they were making beef soup because all they ate was beef.
meryl made ice kachang for fun and only ate the chocolate fruits part.
beef was awesome, ice cream yummy and chocolate marshmallows WOOOOOOO~
maxe popped a slice of papaya into the soup cause he didn't want to eat it.
he attempted to crack an egg into the soup but it fell on the barbeque part instead.
keane and joshua were having trouble with the hard boiled eggs.
i stuffed myself till i couldn't eat anymore. think i probably ate as much as the guys did.
there goes the weight i lost... ):

after dinner, xiuyuan took me to the esplanade roof terrace while the others went to do SOMETHING behind my back.
that lot was snapping pictures of xiuyuan and i when we were talking.
lameeeee!! FML.
then they appeared suddenly with a birthday song and a slice of cake which i brought home to eat cause i was too full.
they gave me my birthday card which was thoughtfully made by dear meryl (i think) with all of their thoughts and wishes.
and i received a wallet/clutch from river island as my present.
haha yes it is BIMBO, but i love it nonetheless. (:
took lots of pictures before heading to starbucks for a little chit chat session.

great night. LOVE YOU ALL!
from the bottom of my <3,
THANK YOU EVERYBODY!
i heart JOLENE, YIXUAN, MANYAN, SM's and A9K1 CLIQUE.

happy birthday to me (part 2)

2009-09-07T23:39:00.005+08:00

HOOKAY. today is really the MOST embarrassing day EVER for poor me.
YOU GUYS HAD FUN MAKING ME EMBARRASS MYSELF RIGHT?!
but really, i'm not the kind of person to play such stuff.
however, seeing all the effort you all put in, i decided to try to be sporting.
although i wasn't THAT successful, i still did well right?

first, i met THE SHORT ONE at ps.
our dear charmaine was attemting to hide behind the pillar when i had already seen her.
the first task was to wear this bright red board with "IT'S MY BIRTHDAY TODAY, SO SING ME MY SONG!" on the front, and the lyrics they made up behind.
so apparently, with people all around me, i only carried the board in front of me when i was in the bus.
and at the traffic light, this lady was like reading the board and staring at me all the way.
omg like i really wanted to bury my head in the ground.

then when we got to taka, i had to find joey. i kind of missed her, but i went back thanks to a clue and i saw her hair and i recognised her immediately.
then i had to go buy a PINK donut and go "OMG, THIS IS FREAKIN PINK! LIKE TOTALLY~" ~~very bimbo-ishly~~. come on, at least i said that line. i didn't even dare to look at the salesgirl okay.

and then we walked to lucky plaza to find joy who was blending in with the crowd (+ filippinos) very well. i just walked past her without knowing luh!
ahah but i turned around and went to hug her from behind.
this time round, my task was to ask a stranger to take 5 photos of me with "ah lian poses".
that was pretty okay i suppose.

after that, we headed to ion to look for zishan in topshop. she blended in pretty well too due to the change of hairstyle, but still, i managed to find her after searching for the third time or something. on the way, i saw milubing and stared at the lead singer for awhile cos i found him familiar. LOL.
and of course, i had a task. and it was to ~~approach a random couple and ask the gf if i could take a picture with her bf.~~ okay, i don't know why, but i found this very hard. so i tried to make them compromise by letting me approach some tourist and ask the guy to take a picture with me.
then, they wanted me to go into this shop and ask this "decent" guy to sing me my birthday song. but after hesitating for who-knows-how-long, he came out and asked if they were trying to do something weird to me or to him or w.e.
he said it was embarrassing to sing so he didn't, and i was like "YAHHHHH" to him.

we moved on to food republic at wisma to find royston, which i found pretty easily. hahas.
and my task, was to behave like an aunty while going down the escalator.
that, would also mean to push and go "scuse! excuse me!!".
thank GOD the escalator didn't have a lot of ppl on it so i was sort of saved. i didn't really push so i only said excuse me. they tried to make me go through it again but no thankssssss.

then we headed to far east to look for old man kent. haha he was easy to find too.
i was supposed to stand in front of a stranger/strangers and let him take a photo of me. and if the person moves away, i would have to follow that person like a retard. haha that was kind of half hearted too. only that indian guy didn't mind.

and then, we went to find ely at borders, who instead went to marks and spencer. and we played sardines after he came back, but i managed to spot him too. so PHEW!
i had to skip and sing myself a birthday song. luckily, i had the help of my darlings and i completed it. they sang/shouted me a birthday song in the middle of the street and i enjoyed that moment. hahas.

last but not least, we found qianying in isetan at lido, and i had to run on the street and paint(literally) royston's fingernails green with my hands. GOSH all those onlookers were probably laughing at that scene. after all i had been through, i couldn't be bothered already. hahas.

FINALLY i was set free after sitting on the streets with the board asking ppl to sing me a birthday song. didn't really get a full song, but nonetheless, it was better than nothing.
A BIG THANK YOU to luke and jacky for turning up and not forgetting, the present (:
yes yes, i love it.
and last but not least, thank you to CHARMAINE, JOEY, JOY, ZISHAN, YINGEN, ROYSTON, KENT, QIANYING AND ELY for making today such a precious and unforgettable day for me!
i really really really really really appreciate all that effort you guys put in. <3

joy's house was huge, leka was adorable, rockband was addictive, cake was awesomeee, dinner was cool, HTHT was NEVER BETTER!

LOVE YOU GUYS FROM A9K1 SO SO SO SO SOOOOOO MUCH!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME (PART1)

2009-09-07T01:58:00.004+08:00

HAHA so today starts the first day of me burfdae celebration.
i'm so loving the times i share with my darlings jolene and lyx.
they gave me a really sweet present that kinda made me want to tear a little.
but, i'm not THAT emotional, so all i could do was ask for eye drops to assist my tearing.
haha too bad no one had any.

anyway, my present was - A PERSONALISED NOTEBOOK w BOOKMARK.
haha when i took out the NB, the first thing i saw was "Estefania" on the cover page.
so i asked, "EHHH where you all buy one?!?!"
then the two of them started laughing.
so when i flipped to the next page, i saw all our faces - mine, jol, lyx and manyan.
yes, we DID NOT forget you my dear manyan.
then i realised that they custom made it.
LOVE THEM LUH <3

had a lot of fun taking photos, laughing, sharing thoughts with them.
also also, i bought a dress today. and we gave lyx a maxi dress for a long awaited birthday gift.
hahaha, glad you liked it, i mean you picked it yourself afterall.
it was really a well spent day.
tomorrow will be very, and i mean VERY surprising for me.
joey, i am looking forward to it okay. now that i'm mentally prepared. hehs.

anyway my darlings, THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH for all the wishes and plans you guys made.
I LOVE EVERBODY! <3

look look look!

[ S"Ta ] (: says:
*hey
Es†efanía. -♥ says:
*hello baby!
[ S"Ta ] (: says:
*happy birthday!xD
*u want me sing a song for u?
*silence means consent
Es†efanía. -♥ says:
*haahhaha thank youuuuuu
[ S"Ta ] (: says:
*happy birthday to u happy birthday to u happy birthday u the pig happy birthday to u the pig !!!!!!!
*give u a present

and she gave me a kiss. HAHAS KISS YOU BACK TOO!

okay, pictures another day because i'm about to collapse.
tata~