Beware of my machine guns!

stephanie

alreadyEIGHTEEN ):
o7.o9.1992
Chong Shan Primary
Townsville Primary
Holy Innocents' High
Temasek Poly - AS

Veterinary Technology-A9K1


If you ever see a unicorn, let me know pretty please.

It's almost one in the morning and my mood is just getting worse as time ticks by.

I'm so tired of everything. Friendships, which I can't seem to make out what's real and what isn't. Family, which has always been an issue for me. Future, which seems totally bleak now that I don't have the support I initially thought I did.
I really don't care even if the world ends now. However, the rest of the world might probably just blame me for saying this.

I believe that there isn't an easy way out of life and that we all just have to push and crawl slowly out of misery and into God's arms.

Being happy - not permanent. Neither is being sad/angry/upset/moody.

All I know is that I just want to enjoy as much as I can.

I have so many unanswered questions in mind. Countless "should I's and should I not's?"

Guess I'll just have to learn how to live with things as they are, adapt, let go, and move on..
It's the process of experience that pains me the most.

That's all I have to say for now.
Tata.

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