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GOSH!
its like 0230AM in the morning now, and i'm still awake, studying for the hpi test 6 1/2 hrs later.
yes yes, we're all nuts.
i think i'll just take a nap later.
good luck to moi!!!

Thursday, November 26, 2009 - 11/26/2009 02:36:00 AM

WHY

WHY do i always feel so disappointed after i talk to you?

i shall go and study.
i want to do something to keep my mind off things.

jolene, have fun in bangkok!
i'll miss ya!
we'll meet up soon okay (:

Wednesday, November 25, 2009 - 11/25/2009 08:01:00 PM

alrightey! i'm back :D

hokay people!
i haven't had much time to update so here i am now.
joey's birthday party was AWESOME!

friday, i went out with qianying, kent and ely to get her presents.
couldn't join SMs cause of their movie timing, so i went to shop longer instead.
haha great times i get when i'm with them (:

saturday was mutts and mittens with maxe.
haha yes yes, we went on a date.
sorry darling lyx, i went to paktor with maxe and two-timed you.
but you know, good ppl (like me) must share share one.
i still love you okay!
after that, i bused down to hougang mall to search for the people.
met with ely and went to look for joey hunny to cheer her up.

IT WAS ALL PART OF THE PLAN OKAY.

then, i went back home to shower, and headed back out again.
this time, to swissotel @ raffles city.
met qy and gang and went up to the room (63rd floor - yes the view was awesome)
we started to put the presents tgt, write her cards, decorate the place and stuff.
hahaha damn fun.
ate dinner at kopitiam, me and yingying ate bibimbap.
then we went back to the hotel for touch up, and went to meet joey and alvin for the movie which i fell aslp halfway through. LOL. it was like already 1+am okay.

yingying and i went with joey, alvin and kent to slack around the empty mall for a bit while the rest went back to the room for finishing touches.
haha the surprise was awesome.
from the doorway lights, to the ballons scattered on the floor, the wonderful cake handmade by joy, the candles lighted up pretty, the big signs on the wall and of course the best part, the presents.
we got joey 50 bucks topshop voucher, a mini lomo camera with film, super pretty necklace, merry fly the bear from ely, and the awesome cards we wrote.

oh oh oh, but of course, i'm quite sure she enjoyed the surprise date we set up for her too! wahahahaha. aren't we just awesome!

we stayed up till 6am in the morning before royston and i took the train back.
when i reached home, i went straight to bed. AHAHAHA:D
great day, a really really great day.

Tuesday, November 24, 2009 - 11/24/2009 10:04:00 PM

disappointment no more.

so so so so so tired.
loving the days i spent with my dudes and dudettes :D

holga holga i choose you!!!

now i know to stop expecting so much.

Friday, November 20, 2009 - 11/20/2009 11:23:00 PM

we are all attention seekers.

how i wish the world was mine and mine alone.
how i wish the moon and the stars orbit around me.
how i wish...

there are so many wishes that i could make, but just many would come true?

i want to live in a world filled with love.
i want to be surrounded by my favourite creatures.
i want...

so now i wonder, how many "wants" could i achieve.

life is unfair.
i don't want to be known as tough anymore.
where is my pillar of strength?

Wednesday, November 18, 2009 - 11/18/2009 10:04:00 PM

no more sacrifices.

these couple of days, i've been talking with people a lot.
i get to understand them and myself better.
it's fun to talk like this. it's been a really long time.

old friends are forever busy.
well, so am i. hahah. guess that just adds up to it.
i don't know, it's been a while.

lyx and jolene and manyan, are ppl whom i still talk to from time to time.
no issues with them. i love them the most <3<3
anyway, that dude is with no doubt, a major LOSER. and a very very sore one indeed.

my darling, hang on tight! we'll be with you (:
we talked for 1h and 42mins today. awesome awesome time it was.

i'm almost always available if you need a listening ear or probably some advice :D

Tuesday, November 17, 2009 - 11/17/2009 11:57:00 PM

think you're the only one who's got it tough? YOU'RE WRONG.

this week was extremely exhausting for me.

i had very little time for myself.

for those who know me well enough, a tired me is often easily irritated.

hence, i would like to apologise for my bad mood, flare ups, attitude, etc, for the past week.

monday and tuesday, i had stay up to study for tests.

wednesday, stayed up to complete half of my lab report.

thursday, spent the entire day at qianying's place doing cupcakes, then headed home at 8+ to finish up my lab report.

friday, woke up early in the morning to go to the hostel to continue with the food for CCN day.

we were late for the event, and it was hectic.

problems just kept popping up, and i was extremely annoyed, cause i haven't even completed my lab report drawing at that time.

anyway, the whole damned thing is over like finally, so i can get my rest.

trust me, its not easy when we dont get full cooperation.

so no more selfishness, think for the team you're working with. its really tough for everyone, but no matter what, thanks for all your help and support.

(lyx also came down to accompany me. too bad she couldnt go out with me after that cause she made plans after i told her i was busy. yes yes, plans got cancelled last min. damn.)

cip was okay, i have arm muscleaches due to all the carrying. it was fun fooling around with the crazy people. watched 2012 after that, haha, i dont know what to say about that one.

awwwwww, ain't this cute? gaho with GD. i want a dog too! not out of impulse!! i swear!!

Sunday, November 15, 2009 - 11/15/2009 06:56:00 PM

everything was just a lie.

i'm so tired of everything.

i want to run away.

dear Lord, let the years pass faster, so that i can be strong enough to stand on my own two feet.

Sunday, November 8, 2009 - 11/08/2009 05:19:00 PM

i can finally see a cloudless sky again.

i've been sitting here for quite some time now.
i don't know what to say and what not to.
i have edited this post countless times.

i don't blame anyone, nor do i feel sad, because its not something we can do if we put our mind to it.
in fact, it's confusion i'm facing.

everything is clear to me now.
i can see everyone for who they truely are.
because we cleared up, i now know what you truely felt about it.

do not ask me to make a choice. at least not now.

i had fun the other night.
thanks a lot for all that care and concern guys.

looking forward to meeting the SMs again.
i miss all my old friends so much.
i just wish i could see them around in school more often so i can catch my breath again.
i know very well that i belong with them and that is something that came naturally.

i like speaking in circles. this is a post from a very selfish point of view, so don't bother asking me what i meant, i probably won't tell anyway.

- 11/08/2009 12:35:00 AM

a long week with a great weekend.

it's been a really long week and trust me, it's only going to get longer.

nonetheless, i had a blast on saturday(:

lectures, tutorials, labs. oh emm gee, i'm already dreading next week.

its still a LONG way to go before the hols.

saturday
woke up early in the morning and met jolo and shan.

headed to qianying's place with char and started to make the food.

we ate as we cooked and not forgetting, fooling around.

qianying's rabbits were so cute and fluffy and they were so tame!

sushi and cake was really good, chocolates were only okay cos of the melting ):

met joy and gen for picnic on esplanade rooftop.

hahahaha, had lots of fun there. it was really damn funny.

too bad qianying couldn't make it ):

after that gen, shan and i went to plaza sing and had milk tea at mos burger.

then i had to leave and meet meryl, jiun n kevin.

well, we just spent our night eating away.

3 rounds. HOW ABOUT THAT.

Sunday, November 1, 2009 - 11/01/2009 06:46:00 PM

stephanie