Beware of my machine guns!

stephanie

alreadyEIGHTEEN ):
o7.o9.1992
Chong Shan Primary
Townsville Primary
Holy Innocents' High
Temasek Poly - AS

Veterinary Technology-A9K1


If you ever see a unicorn, let me know pretty please.

HELLOWELLO!!
today, i went back to my secondary school (: (: (:
the SMs were all present (AWESOME).
met lots of other friends (COOL).
met my ex-teachers (UBER AWESOME).
the performances by the juniors were.. well.. something to talk about. LOL.
we went down to the canteen halfway through to chat.
don't ask me why. hehs.
caught up with everyone and i had a fkin great time.
went to have lunch at pasta mania with maxe, meryl and jiun.
then we met everyone else and trained+bused down to marina barrage.
had picnic and monopoly there.
hell funny that game.

yihong's pawn stepped into kevin's property.
yihong: how much ah?
kevin: $20 per night. (?)
yihong: AIYAH 2 more nights also can luh!
kevin: OK LAH OK LAH money please.
(the above content is not in the exact original speech)

took A LOT of photos with them today too.
it's been a real long time since the 10 of us gathered, so that explains it.
goofed around, spouted rubbish and ate great food.

meryl: eh yihong yihong! stand here and smile!
*holds camera in position, takes a shot and shows it to yihong, beaming*
meryl: funeral photo!
yihong: *speechless due to heartache*
everybody: *bursts out laughing*

tomorrow is the start of "project yh find new wife".
we'll be going to the airport to see him off.
i'll miss you while you're gone for the month and a half ): (as a friend)
but have fun okay!? bon voyage!!!

i want those headphones too!!!

aren't they just AWESOME?!?!?!

any (rich) kind souls wanna get these as my birthday presents?! hahahahaha

HOLLA!!
today, i went to play pool with xiuyuan, maxe and sebastian.
hahas. it was kinda an impromtu decision made by maxe cause he was bored.
so i just tagged along since i had nothing better to do.
don't underestimate the stephywephy okayyyyy.
now you know!
muahahaha.

anyway, came home for dinner and realised i had nothing better to do.
hence, i decided to do my nails.
yes, it took me a damn long time.
both fingers and toes are like dark blue now.
lovessss~
not perfect, but good enough.

hehheh. okay i'm off to think of something to bring for PICNIC on monday.

i don't really know what to blog about today because i've only been lazing around and doing stretching here and there for the whole day.
so here's an email i received from my aunt a couple of days back that i'd like to share...

On the first day, God created the dog and said, "Sit all day by the door of your house and bark at anyone who comes in or walks past. For this, I will give you a life span of twenty years."
The dog said, "That's a long time to be barking. How about only ten years and I'll give you back the other ten?"
So God agreed......

On the second day, God created the monkey and said, "Entertain people, do tricks, and make them laugh. For this, I'll give you a twenty-year life span."
The monkey said, "Monkey tricks for twenty years? That's a pretty long time to perform. How about I give you back ten like the dog did?"
And God agreed......

On the third day, God created the cow and said, "You must go into the field with the farmer all day long and suffer under the sun, have calves and give milk to support the farmer's family. For this, I will give you a life span of sixty years.."
The cow said, "That's kind of a tough life you want me to live for sixty years.. How about twenty and I'll give back the other forty?"
And God agreed again......

On the fourth day, God created humans and said, "Eat, sleep, play, marry and enjoy your life. For this, I'll give you twenty years."
But the human said, "Only twenty years? Could you possibly give me my twenty, the forty the cow gave back, the ten the monkey gave back, and the ten the dog gave back; that makes eighty, okay?"
"Okay," said God. "You asked for it."
So that is why for our first twenty years, we eat, sleep, play and enjoy ourselves. For the next forty years, we slave in the sun to support our family. For the next ten years, we do monkey tricks to entertain the grandchildren. And for the last ten years, we sit on the front porch and bark at everyone.
Life has now been explained to you.

and now i wonder who the heck was that human because...
DAMN YOU !#$!@$%!@#$ .

HOLLA! yesterday was the last paper and somehow, things worked out pretty okay.

i finished the paper just in time to leave the room early.

i was so excited that its the last paper so i couldn't wait to leave. hahaha.
*celebrates and cheers*

well well, lets see..
after the paper, kent, ely, royston, luke, jacky, charmaine, qian ying, joey and i bused down to ion from school.
we found out that ion isn't really a place to settle meals (affordable, that is).
so we walked down to taka and had yoshinoya.
haha me and qianying were damn tempted by the jap restaurant opposite us. damn it.
after we finished eating, we just continued to sit and chat.
MUAHAHAHAH, joey, royston and qianying were like OTL, whereas the 5 of us were so into it.
okay, so jacky isn't really a fan, but he watched it nevertheless. hahas.
i was having so much fun that i didn't want to leave, but i had to.

so, i went off to find chee hock and yi xuan at ion.
went shopping or rather, walking around.
its pretty pricey you know.
i ended up getting a tank from mango. wahahahah.
then we decided that far east was a better place so we left.
bought a bag there. oohh~ hahahahaha. (and now i'm broke. how now brown cow?)
lyx also bought some stuff. hahas. should have given our shopping bags to chee hock luh.

anyway, its like the start of the HOLIDAYS already.
omgggg!!! hahaha. i can relax until the supp paper is up.
when the lady told me that it was on the 17th my jaw just dropped and i looked at joey, then she said "you are damn lucky."
then i called kevin almost immediately.
still, i'm like damn happy we could postpone the trip.

thank you so much you guys!! *touched*

i'm so going to have fun in the meanwhile, though i'll miss the beef at design.
one thing good about poly is that we don't have to worry about studies during the hols cos the subjects change every semester. hahas.
GO GO GO!

i'm still addicted to big bang and 2ne1. just so proud of their talents.

hoookayyy
oh-bee-see was alright i guess. hehs.
glad i remembered.

today, the K1 study group stayed in school to study MST.
yes, last min chiongsters.
shaun taught ely and jolo.
then kent took over, and i went to supervise. HAHAHA.
actually i wanted to listen too, but ended up explaining also.
hahas funny.
royston, you should've stayed.
then can teach us.
i love this study group.
can study and have fun at the same time. woots!

anyway, handed in my MC today and guess what?
i was damn SUAY.
suay ge lao sai lahhhh. BASKET.
the stupid paper turned up to be on the 17th.
and where was i supposed to be?
on the way back to sg.
so now, we have to figure something out.
come on man, i was looking forward to it so i worked hard.
i hope luck's on my side this time...

whoosh!
i've just got home from school.
hahahahahaha.
okay, so we were unable to concentrate very well in the library today.
all because of the old man kent!
go home so early for what?!
RAWRRRR!!!!
went to the registrar office with jolo.
damn the school.
SO LAME CAN.
though the doc put "unfit for 'work'" lah.
but then its the same as "unfit for exam" what.
waste my time.
i have to go back to the doc's later to let him write the 3 damn words.
if i were the doc, it would be "I HATE YOU".

anyway, HAP today was pretty okay i suppose.
luck was with me cos i guessed that pulmonary ventilation thing correct.
why can't they just write inhalation and exhalation =.=

i'm getting really complacent.
slacked quite a bit today, and that's not really what i should be doing.
i'm left with the reproductive system then i'll go through everything once more.
3 more days and i'll be free till the supp paper.
i'm looking forward to wednesday (:
i sure hope i can remember most of what i've read through.
may the lord bless everyone who's having exams like me.

a BIG thank you to all those who sent me messages whether by phone or msn.
love you all!
i'm sad i missed the pipc paper but i'm glad to have your concern. heehee.
everyone is studying so hard.
must buck up too. hohoho.

anyway, i think i'm recovering quite well.
basically i woke up feeling dizzy and having a headache whenever i stand.
i think it's the blood flow problem, nth much to do with the virus. hehs.
stupid lyx told me to take tonics, so i told her to buy me birds' nest.
haha idiot!

okayy, i'm going to study somemore.
it's really unusual to see me studying on saturdays.
have to work hard to keep it up :D

okay, i think my condition is worsening a little.
my head is spinning, and i'm running a temp of 38 degrees.
tummy is rolling around like a dog doing tricks.
and i'm groggy even though i'm wide awake.
anything that touches my skin seems to be scratching against it like when you rub your knee against the road.
apparently my bro is sick too.
my dad was sick also. (i think he's recovered?)
looks like the only healthy one is my mum.
however, she's busy at work.
ahhh.. i just hope this has nothing to do with the sudden burst of mozzie bites that night.
all the best to me and get well soon myself.
i hope the pills work well..
oh and i hope supp paper doesn't clash with genting trip or i'll have to get a replacement ):

it's an unlucky day today.
i woke up early in the morning and prepared to go to school.
however, i was already feeling nausea and my tummy ached.
after i bathed, i decided to take my temperature and there it was - fever (only 37.6C though)
i really wanted to go to school luh.
studed for NOTHING. and having to go back to school during holidays for the supp paper.
DAMN IT.
after taking panadol and sleeping for 1 hr, i woke up at 0915 feeling only a little lethargic.
seriously, if i woke up at 0845 instead i would have rushed down to school by cab.
feel like kicking something or someone to vent.
any volunteers?
went to the clinic earlier, doc says its probably some stomach virus cause i didn't eat anything that seemed wrong yesterday.
I WANT TO BE IN SCHOOL!!!!!!!! ):
oh oh, and apparently, i can't read the doc's handwriting on the MC. if they reject how?

DAMN YOU!
YES YOU STUPID MOSQUITO!
stung me all over yesterday night while i was trying to get a good night's rest):
i don't know why but yesterday was terrible. (night, that was..)
i was trying to get some sleep.
but it was damn warm and i just had to keep my blanket on because i feel safe under it.
and then just when i was about to fall asleep, i started to scratch.
then scratch some more, and scratch, and scratch, and scratch.
first legs, then arms, then i hid under the blanket except my face.
the moment i saw myself in the mirror the next day, my face also have.
its not very obvious, but it ITCHES LIKE HELL!!!
i had no choice but to apply mopiko and sleep at the same time to prevent myself from scratching and leaving scars all over.

in short, I. H-A-T-E. Y-O-U. S-H-I-T-T-Y. M-O-Z-Z-I-E.

my eyes are going blink blink blink blink blink blink blink blink blink blink blink blink blink blink blink blink blink blink blink blink blink blink blink blink blink blink blink blink blink blink blink blink blink blink blink blink blink blink blink blink blink blink blink blink while trying to stay awake.

HAP is B-O-R-I-N-G.

hardly did anything progressive worthy of praising myself for the day.
i'm disappointed in you stephywephy ):
yes, i'm studying. but its making me sur-lee-peeeeeee.
howwww????????!!!!!

p.s. i do have a sense of urgency. that's the reason i'm freaking out OKAYY!!

hellowellobelloyellowwwww!!!!!
hahahaha.
i'm currently in the tp school library using the computer.
i have nothing better to do, so here i am.
i don't like typing with this keyboard because its so noisy.
shan is using her hp. joey is staring at the computer screen- doing who-knows-what.
my other classmates like royston and gang are upstairs at level 7 doing who-knows-what too.
joey says shes going to show us some link which is very funny.
i wonder what's so funny.
i shall go check it out later.
ooo i have just realised that i have a missed call from gen.
oopppppsssss.
okay i'm outta here.



tata~ :D

today, i woke up earlier than usual and made use of the time to practise some maths.
i'm good eh. teeheehee.
after that, i went to shower and got ready to go out.
met lyx at the bus stop and bused down to amk hub.
caught the movie "orphan".
i thought it was pretty good.
a little wee bit gory i suppose. okay, quite gory. haha.
the only bad part was the people beside me. to be specific, they were a bunch of aunties who were discussing about the plot and scenes from the show like quite loudly. that is, DURING the show. that's the most frustrating part. ughh.. just like my grandma and mum when they are watching some drama with super scheming characters =.= it's a theatre. hello?!?!
anyway, we went straight home after the show.
studied about 4 chapters of OBC and now i'm slacking.
not much progress today, but its pretty good for me already.
tmr will be a llooonnnnggggg day, so i'm not really looking forward to it.
oh well...

hotmail and blogger are driving me CRAZYYY.
what the hell is wrong these days?!
makes me wanna start splurting vulgarities out like a merlion splurting water.
ARGHHHH.

anw, today was so studious.
jolo and gang were damn impromptu so i didn't join them for the show.
went with char and classmates to mensa to eat.
man, the beef was awesome.
we went to the library to studywudy during the 2 hr break, and me and royston went to bind books. haha hilarious that was.
then after revision lecture, me, kent, ely and royston went to the library to studywudy - AGAIN.
qianying and yiren joined us soon after and the 6 of us buried our heads in books for 2 whole hrs.
okie dokie, i'm dog tired so i'm going to have my fun before i hit the books again.


tata~

sorry if anything i've said made any of you upset.
i really was venting. i just assumed that no one would read anyway.
just know that when i said give up, i was referring to SMs as a group, not as friends.

if any of you is still upset, let me know. speculating is difficult.

today was lame.
woke up in the morning, did half a question of HAP.
bathed and got ready, then met with lyx for lunch.
then went to school for 2 hrs, including hanging around to bind stuff.
and right now, i'm home.
haha. that actually sums up my day.


no. i don't want to continue this.

finally i've allowed myself to stop thinking of unhappy things.
muahahaha.
loving my classmates!
today we went to NLB to see that the place was kinda full.
so we walked to the Esplanade library.
found seats there, booked the project room.
expensive, and not really worth it.
we decided to use the school's resources next time.
hahas.
studied for about 4 hrs straight.
royston went through maths with us and i practised some questions by myself.
at 7pm, we decided to go to popeye's for dinner.
and went back to the library to get our stuff and went to chill by the sea.
played some games with them before heading home with jolo.
really funny luh that bunch.
ely was like dabbing the oil off the fries with napkins and we were like watching him going throught the torture of not eating happily.
then i felt really sinful after that meal cos it was actually really oily.
then they said that imagine if me and ely were sitting tgt we would be dabbing oil off the chicken. haha! idiots.
and poor royston lost his calculator.
i hope you find it! but cheer up okay!

anyway, genting tix are booked and no backing out.
so, i guess that settles it.

tata~

i don't have the confidence to even think that things will just go back to how they were before. people, you just don't know what some of us are feeling. i just happened to know a little from here and there. however, i'm not telling because they trusted me and i don't want to destroy that. i just want to say that there is an existing problem. fix it, or let it go.

finally, i choose..
..to let it go.

i don't know who or what to believe in anymore.

i have no regrets because i know i've tried everything i could.

now that i've let go, i feel so super duper relaxed.
i'm going to put ALL my focus on this coming exams.
and then, i'm going to focus on work (if there is) and friends (who have been by my side).
oooh yeah i'm still loving the essence of life - fun!
tomorrow some k1 mates are gonna go to NLB to studywudy. yay!

okay just a reminder, A9K1!! please print your own HAP tutorial okie dokie?!

loves~

man, how i wish everything was as simple as abc and 123.
i don't know what to say anymore.
i guess our point of views are just different.
the way we look at things, the way we treasure things.
that's why its becoming complicated.
and no wonder i found it so frustrating but you guys didn't.

now that i've calmed down a lot, i have a better sight of the happenings.

effort? if you do care, sure you'll try to do something about it.
okay, that's just my theory. i don't know about yours.

but, i'll move on.
i can't be stuck there forever.
don't make me regret that i cared.

trust me, i'm not that kind of person who gets upset for no reason,
because i enjoy being happy.

i'm still glad that i have people who actually care, and SHOW that they do.
because i definitely can't read minds.

its hurtful to see that in the end no one actually understood what i had felt.
not only that, saying more hurtful things.
i'm really tired people. don't take my optimism for granted.
stop assuming that i was being sensitive when you don't even bother to listen.
thanks a HELL lot guys.


today's stay back in school was hilarious!
can't wait to see if jolo blogs. HAHAHA.
all the morons luh! can't believe we were so lameeeee TTM!!
LOVE YOU GIRLS!
n GET WELL SOON CHARMAINE!

haven't completed anything this weekend.
i'm so dead.
but no worries, i'm a chiongster.
have to work really really hard for sem exams.
i want to play with a happy heart, not a worried one.

blogger is acting up again.
i hate you blogger.
HATE.

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